Title: The Aftermath of Thunder
Author: Arsenic
Rating: ADULT (implications of f/f slash)
Keywords: Lyric Wheel Challenge, XOVER (X-Men/XF)
Disclaimers: Chris Carter and Ten Thirteen are the gatekeepers of
Scully and Mulder's abode, Marvel keeps track of Ororo.
Thanks: To the person who sent me my lyrics, I am so sorry that I
cannot find the email that allows me to know your name at this
moment. They were quite helpful and appreciated.
Notes: Oh so sorry for any horrid grammar mistakes/plot
holes/characterization quirks/canon issues. This was written during
midterms week on very little sleep and finished five hours before I
need wake to catch a flight away from school and my computer.
Dedication: For Pollyanna, because this is the first time I have
allowed myself the time to write since coming back to school a
month and a half ago. Thank you for allowing me the opportunity
to save myself from impending insanity.
***
It was only through long years of practice, a genuine curiosity and
an underlying current of amusement at Mulder's oh-so-predictable
lack of predictability that Scully managed to keep a straight face and
even tone. "Mulder, what are we doing on a plane to Kenya?"
Mulder looked up from the peanut bag he had been wrestling with
for the last five minutes in an attempt to open it. "I gave you the
file."
"Which you knew I wouldn't be able to make heads or tails of --
Mulder, weather reports, meteorologist maps, ancient customs of
worship in central Africa? What does any of this have to do with
us? And for that matter, since when does the FBI have jurisdiction
in Kenya?"
"Remember how I wouldn't let you know where we were going until
at the gate?" Mulder looked slightly nervous.
Scully nodded, she'd been expecting an answer like this. Her
suspicion had doubled when he wouldn't give her the case files until
on the plane, claiming they would be good for the long hours of
travel. Uh huh.
"Plausible deniability. Tell Skinner I rushed you off without an idea
as to where we were heading."
Scully held back the urge to rub her temples. She knew she should
have shot him. Again. "Forget it. Just explain why I am yet again
risking my job."
"You'll like this one. There's a tribe not far outside of Kenya, rumor
has it that they worship a woman in the tribe as a goddess."
Scully raised an eyebrow. "Since when are we anthropologists. I
grant you that it might be an interesting case study or human interest
feature as a journalist, but-"
"But what does it have to do with us Mulder?" He had the nerve to
smirk at his own mocking but was quick to look repentant in the
light of her responding glare. "They worship her because she
supposedly can control the weather."
"Another Rain King." Scully was duly unimpressed.
"Not at all. The rain doesn't follow her. Neither does anything else
- she can call up storms or wind or hail or snow, in the middle of
Africa. The tribe obviously believes she could do this anywhere."
"Yeah, I'm sure you're maintaining that calm skepticism you always
seem to bring into these investigations."
Mulder swore as the peanut bag won the battle by exploding all over
him and the surrounding area. Scully gave a triumphant inner laugh
and closed her eyes. Scientific causes for change in weather
apparently caused by a single woman....
Ten Hours Later
Scully had, in no uncertain terms, made it clear that they were going
to the motel first. She had also made him ask for directions out to
the town where the tribe was located. About thirty minutes away
from the motel, when the only things arguably alive were the plants,
she was glad for the move. Her and Mulder had spent the last two
hours of the plane ride spouting theories at each other and
explaining why each other's wouldn't work. Scully was glad to
watch the scenery in silence.
It had been well over an hour when the pair reached what was
unquestionably the village they had in mind. Nothing Scully had
seen in the long car ride there had come close to the vegitation
surrounding the tiny homes of each family. Mulder had an
expression on his face that was somewhere between amazement and
smug confidence. Scully bit back a sigh. Why did things always
outwardly go his way?
She opened the car and cursed herself for not changing the black
suit she had put on this morning, more out of habit than as a
well-thought through move. Movement among some of the wild
brush that was growing rampant all over caught the corner of her
eye, but by the time she turned all she saw was three children
running toward what looked like the largest structure in sight.
Scully looked over at Mulder to confirm that he had seen them as
well and as one they began walking toward where the children had
disappeared. They got less than half-way there before noticing that
someone was heading their way. It was a woman. Dark, exotic skin
made the shock of the full white hair that cascaded down her back
and light crystal-blue eyes even more dramatic. When she finally
reached them, she towered over Scully, easily matching Mulder for
height.
Cold eyes with an unreadable current swept over both of them and a
heavily accented voice poured from the woman's lips. "Is there
something you wish, that you have come here?"
As if psychically linked, Mulder and Scully reached for their badges.
Mulder spoke up before Scully was able to get a word out. "We
work for special section of the American Federal Bureau of
Investigation looking into odd phenomena. We heard rumors of
unusual weather in this particular area of Africa -- you can probably
see how that fits under our area of expertise."
The woman's eyes narrowed slightly before she seemed to realize it
and smooth out her expression. "Why are the Americans worried
about African weather patterns?"
Scully had to give it to the woman, she wasn't allowing any
intimidation to enter into the situation. "Worried is not really a
good description. Interested, I suppose is better."
"We have enjoyed the bounty of the Goddess these past few years,
she has granted us much in terms of weather."
"This goddess you speak of," Scully wanted to wince at the
drollness that had crept into Mulder's tone, "she wouldn't be
anywhere near, would she?"
"I suppose American religious tolerance does not extend to the wild
banshee tribes of Africa, Agent?"
"Not when mortal women are posing as deities." Mulder's glare was
a mix of irritation and his usual surface apathy. Scully put a hand
on his arm; the last thing they needed was to get in trouble out here.
Especially when she had the feeling Skinner would let them stew for
a good few days and get his kicks out of seeing Mulder fall into a
trap of his own making. Sometimes, she felt like an unnoticed
casualty of war when it came to being between those two.
Scully took advantage of Mulder's silence to speak to the woman
who stood there looking as if Mulder had mentioned the wonderful
condition of the roofs in the village. Scully hoped she looked that
composed half the time. "We don't mean to intrude upon your way
of life, ma'am. We're merely looking to see if perhaps this is an
event that can be recreated." She motioned to the relatively green
surroundings. "After all, it seems to have benefited the immediate-"
She was cut off by the arrival of a boy, no more than thirteen,
running up to the woman and delivering a message between panted
breaths. "Goddess, my mother, the baby."
The woman, so regal up until that point, bent down to where her
eyes met directly with the boy's. She placed one hand on his
shoulder and the other on his chin. "Alright Kamau, I will be there
soon."
She straightened as the boy ran back from where he had come. For
the first time, Scully saw a hint of fear in her eyes. "I must go, the
doctor must be brought."
Mulder's voice was quiet. "That so, Goddess?"
"You mock what you cannot possibly understand." There was a
sadness hidden behind the determination in those words.
Scully was surprised to find a strange empathy swirl in her at that
sadness. "Explain it to us."
For the first time, the woman looked at her without seeming to
notice only the suit and neat hair-do. "Can you come back
tomorrow? In the morning? I will have breakfast made and we can
talk."
Scully nodded at the same time that Mulder made verbal
confirmation. "Nine o' clock."
The woman smiled. "I will be in my house." She pointed to the
smallest of the houses, squarely in the center of the rest. Something
about the woman's choice made Scully want to smile. "Please, go to
your car now, it will be safer."
Mystified, the two agents walked briskly back to the car and slid
inside. No sooner had they reached safety than the winds picked up
and the woman was lifted up in the force of the gales. She headed
away from the village, toward where they could only assume a
doctor would be.
Scully made sure her mouth wasn't hanging open. "Pretending to be
a deity. Good one, that."
"I'm waiting with baited breath to hear your scientific explanation of
that one." He started the car seeing that the woman had flown out
of sight.
Scully stared out of the windshield at the empty sky that remained,
busy calculating one such explanation. She was surprisingly
interested in finding out what made the "goddess" tick. That, and it
was long past her turn to get the last word on a case.
The Following Morning
Scully felt that the years of working with Mulder had shaped her
into a formidable tactician. Which didn't make her any more
confident about approaching the subject of their coming breakfast
meeting. "Mulder."
"Yeah?" He kept his eyes on the road ahead of them.
"You think we could try a less aggressive tactic this morning?"
"The verbal bitch-slapping wasn't affective, huh?"
"I've seen you do better." She saw his responding smile without
either of them having to turn towards the other. He started talking
about the theory he had formulated over dinner last night -
something to do with the occult and movement of planets and other
things that Scully felt was distinctly unoriginal for Mulder. He
performed for a half-sleeping audience most of the way there.
He found a small tree to park the car under and both of them headed
for the structure the woman had pointed out to them. Upon
reaching it, they knocked on the door and were immediately
received by the town's seeming goddess. She stood aside to let
them in, but not before Scully noticed the tightness of her face, the
lines that amounted to weariness.
They all sat down around a small table set for three places. The
woman motioned to a the yellow mush gracing the table. "I made
n'dizi." She caught the uncomprehending look both agents were
trying to hide and explained. "Bananas steamed in banana leaves.
Uji, my normal breakfast is a type of gruel, I did not think that
would be pleasing. Coffee?"
Both Mulder and Scully nodded in relief at both the offer of caffeine
and something they recognized. The woman poured and it was
beyond Scully to keep herself from putting the cup to her lips and
simply inhaling. "It smells delicious."
To her surprise, the woman gave her a genuine smile. "If you can
present me with a compliment, I think it is past time I was hospitable
at least to the point of sharing my name. I am Ororo." She spooned
out a bit of the n'dizi onto each plate.
Scully picked up her spoon and allowed Mulder the task of
introducing them. She managed to smile covertly at Ororo in
appreciation of the dish before Mulder plunged ahead with his
questions. "Can you tell us how it is that you managed to bring up a
wind force so strong that you were able to glide away inside of it?"
"The elements respond to my needs." She gave the eloquent version
of most people's shrug. "I cannot explain it any further. I do not
exploit the gift."
Scully swallowed the last of her coffee. "Has this always
happened?"
Ororo shook her head slightly. "It began when I was thirteen.
Thirteen and very angry." The last words were almost mouthed and
Scully was surprised to see her hand cover the other woman's on the
table top. The shock in Ororo's eyes almost covered the sadness of
whatever memory those words recalled. Almost. Scully pulled her
hand back into her own lap.
Mulder began to ask detailed questions about her worship practices,
those of the tribe, what kind of needs corresponded to which types
of weather, if the gift had ever failed her, and more until he could
think of nothing else he wanted to know. Scully listened
thoughtfully as she slowly formed a conclusion. The words thirteen
and very angry were of significance, she just wasn't entirely sure
how. What she was sure of, was that she needed more information
than Mulder's Q&A session was going to retrieve.
"Ororo." The woman in question looked slightly startled to hear the
female half of the two speak. Scully continued. "Would you be
willing to come back with us for a few hours? I would like to do a
few medical exams."
There was a flash of disappointment in Ororo at the woman's
suggestion. "I will not be kept in a lab like a rat. I care for my tribe
well and do no harm to others. What concern is my gift to you?"
"My medical ethics are slightly higher than you give me credit for. I
do not sell my patients off to the traveling circuses that come asking
so often. All I am asking for is four hours of your time, ride here
and back included."
Amused in spite of herself, Ororo relented. "Four hours, I have
responsibilities."
Two hours of holding back made Mulder's smart-aleckiness return
with a vengeance. "Well, what d'you know Scully? That makes one
of us."
It took a moment, but Ororo smiled.
At The Lab
Scully was well aware that her patient was nervous, no matter how
cool the woman was playing it. "Have you had blood drawn
before?"
Ororo pulled her eyes in Scully's direction and answered in an
audible whisper. "No."
"I'm generally the gentle type." She smiled wryly. "When it comes
to this stuff, at least."
Ororo's eyes flickered in confusion for a second before they flashed
to the presently visible holster and gun. She held out her arm. "And
your partner?"
"Mulder's harmless. He just doesn't like to think of himself that
way."
"He thinks I am taking advantage of my tribe."
Scully tied the rubber tubing around Ororo's arm and swabbed at the
vein. "It wouldn't be the first time we encountered something like
that."
Ororo monitored Scully's actions warily. "What do you think?"
Scully was silent while she inserted the needle. "You came here,
with very little hesitation, because I told you I would not harm you.
Maybe you listened to what we said earlier about helping others, I'm
not good at guessing what motivates others, I leave that to Mulder.
I suppose I admire what I have seen of you. It's hard to be
suspicious when you're busy approving."
Ororo jumped a little at the application of a band-aid, she hadn't
noticed Scully remove the needle. "I am not one to - I do not run or
hide from dangers presented to me. I did far too much of that as a
child. Whatever you are hoping to find, whatever shows up under
your machinery, that is part of me. It has its evils, but it has helped
my tribe not to starve for years. Everything has two sides."
Scully grimaced at the truth in that situation. She held up one of the
filled vials. "I 'm sending one of these off to the closest lab today.
The others will be here, under my direct supervision. They're
labeled anonymously, so nobody but I will know." She hesitated for
a second. "And Mulder."
Ororo nodded. "Everything has two sides."
In The Car, Back At The Village
Ororo got out of the car but leaned in the still-open door. "How
long before you will have results?"
"A week, maybe less."
Ororo looked up, as if checking to see that nothing in the village had
changed in the four hours since she'd left. Evidently deciding it
hadn't, she turned her face back to Scully. "Come to dinner here,
my place, tomorrow night?"
"You're willing to invite us back into your house?"
"Not us. You." Ororo gave the tiniest smile. "You can tell Agent
Mulder that it is not personal."
Scully's grip on the steering wheel tightened ever so subtly. "I leave
for Washington as soon as I figure out what is going on here."
"It is a dinner. Maybe some coffee afterwards. A walk among the
tents. A kiss." For the first time, Ororo's eyes seemed to melt. "A
goddess cannot fraternize among her followers. I have not the luck
of Zeus to be able to disguise myself when in the presence of
mortals." Her lips twisted in dark humor at the last word. "I enjoy
Agent Mulder's flippancy towards me, at least I know he sees the
woman and not the idol. I enjoy your honesty and your intelligence
and your beauty. The offer was not an insult, just an offer. I will
understand if you do not accept."
Scully loosened her grip. "I would be foolish to do that. Your
cooking is much better than the hotel's." She looked up candidly.
"And you're exquisite."
Ororo flashed her teeth. "You are familiar with the goddess
experience."
Scully shrugged. "I happen to be the FBI's most famous
in-residence ice queen."
Dinner, An Evening Later
The door to Ororo's house opened and Scully fought to regain her
breath before the other woman noticed that it had caught. The word
goddess had suddenly had taken on a new meaning. Candles from
the interior reflected off burnished skin and set white hair glowing in
a way that reminded Scully of ignited magnesium. The planes of her
face were highlighted by the shadows and her body seemed to flow
up from the floor, wrapped in a strapless sarong. Ororo smiled. "I
was worried you would change your mind." She stepped back to
allow Scully in the house.
Scully followed her lead and looked around. "You obviously didn't
let it affect your preparations. This is fantastic."
"Hopefully dinner will be more impressive than a few wild flowers
and bee wax candles." Oror's voice held a hint of sarcasm, with an
undercurrent of abashedness.
Scully turned to look at her. "It's probably a good thing we both
know the other doesn't do this very often."
Ororo gave a soft laugh in agreement and disappeared into the
kitchen. She reappeared moments later with two ceramic cups. She
held one out to Scully. "Tea?"
Scully accepted and they both moved to sit down. The women
sipped at their tea and talked about themselves. About Kenya and
DC. About the food, which Scully was tempted to kidnap Ororo in
order to obtain on a permanent basis. About the artwork that
graced Ororo's living space. About Queequeg and the bird Scully
had been rather startled to have fly past her during dinner, whom
Ororo called Tiombe. She explained that the name was feminine for
"shy," and that the flyby had been the pepper-bird's rather finicky
attempt at getting to know the stranger. In light of the fact that
Scully had been startled, Ororo made her turn around at pointed into
the corner. For the first time, Scully noticed a pair of large,
unblinking eyes. She blinked. "An Owl?"
Ororo grinned. "Carama. Teacher."
"What did she...he teach you?"
"He taught me that patience is underrated a virtue and that waiting
when action should be taken is the mark of a fool." Ororo slid her
fingers around the back of Scully's neck, causing the other woman
to turn back toward her in surprise. Ororo took advantage of the
slightly shocked immobility holding the smaller woman and leaned in
to press her lips against Scully's. The kiss was light and quick, over
before a response could be formulated. Ororo leaned back. "Yes?"
Scully didn't answer, just leaned back in to expand upon her
knowledge of kissing a goddess. The exploration, for both women,
lasted deep into the night and traveled beyond the confines of each
other's mouths.
As the stars began to fade, the women lay tangled and Ororo's quilts
and each other, Ororo murmured something.
Scully's eyes opened lazily. "Huh?"
"Akila. It means "Intelligent One Who Reasons."
Scully laughed at the appropriateness. "You have me pegged."
Ororo's hand found Scully's cheek and she stroked it. "But you are
also Isoke. A satisfying gift from the Goddess."
Scully turned her head into the hand and gently kissed it. "Is there a
word for 'magnificent in all ways'?"
Three Days Later
"Mulder, come look at this." Scully stared intently at the model that
had taken her so long to piece together twirling on the screen.
"Oooh, DNA. Is this a biology lesson?" Mulder's voice floated over
her shoulder.
"Mulder." She traced her finger along the section she wanted him to
see.
"Your girlfriend has some seriously artistic genes there."
Scully rolled her eyes at the reference to the fact that she had
returned to Ororo's the night after the one of their first date. The
expression was quickly followed by a smile at the thought of those
nights. The smile was quickly suppressed. She pulled herself back
into the present. "Her DNA has mutated."
"What does that have to do with anything? A lot of people have
DNA mutations, they end up with extra toes or weird eye muscles."
"She ended up with the ability to interact with the moisture,
electricity and wind gales in the environment." She held up a finger
to forestall his argument. "I already sent it out to three renowned
DNA researchers in the form of a hypothetical question. They see
what I am seeing."
"Can I talk now?"
Scully motioned that he could.
"As far as I can tell, you're probably right. I've done some digging.
To all intents and purposes, the tribe's type of worship is pretty
common in this part of Africa. She has demonstrated that her
abilities aren't just a rumor or a hoax... Science wins this round."
Scully only allowed a small portion of her happiness to show.
"Are you going to tell her?"
"Yes. She likes honesty. And if anyone other than Skinner gets
their hands on that, she's going to find out in another, less pleasant
way."
Mulder knew he was one of the few people who would have heard
the sadness and disgust in those statements. His hand found its way
to her shoulder. "We have two more days here. I can take care of
the case report and wrap ups and all the details."
This time the smile was a full measure of what she was feeling.
"Sometimes, you really are worth the trouble."
At Ororo's
Ororo knew the minute she saw the car that something had
happened. It was too early in the day for Scully to be there. Calmly
she walked to meet the woman striding toward her with purpose.
She spoke first when they reached each other. "You found
something?"
Scully nodded. "I suppose, in a way, what you have is a gift from
your Goddess."
Ororo cocked an eyebrow.
"Your DNA has mutated. I don't know how. My assumption
would be that you are among the first to be part of a new stage of
evolution, but since all the evidence I have is your samples, that
would be a foolhardy assertion to make to anyone in the scientific
community."
"My DNA allows me to call upon the wind and the rain?"
"As far as I can tell, you have something of a telekinetic tie with the
air and all it's properties - moisture, electricity, you can 'move' them,
for lack of a better description."
"And when your government finds out about this?"
"I do not know. I know that most of the reports Mulder and I turn
in get ignored, left in the basement files to collect dust and quite a
few other things, I'm sure. I can ask my superior to turn a blind eye,
he's a good man."
"Pandora's box is opened, you know it as well as I."
"Yes, but I am attempting to keep its forces contained for a few
years, until you find a way to control them."
"This tribe is all I have known since I was eleven."
"I know." She did too, Ororo had spent hours describing her
personal history the evening before in exchange for being told about
Scully. The stories had taken longer than they should have given all
the...interruptions. Both women smiled bittersweetly.
"When do you leave?" The fear had fled from Ororo's voice.
"A couple of days. Mulder said I could stay here, that he would
take care of things."
"When I allow you to go back to him, you must send my thanks."
"Oh, believe me, handling an angry Skinner will be thanks enough
for both of us."
Ororo looked confused but nodded. She offered her hand. Scully
grasped it tight enough to draw a gasp. There was very little time
over the next two days that they let go.
When they did, for the last time, it was not without digging their
nails into each other, leaving a physically temporary mark.
Ororo eyed the tiny wound on her lover and smiled. "Don't wish it
gone. I would live inside of you, make you wear me, like a scar."
Scully answered with her own smile. "And I would burn myself into
your memory."
In the Eye
--Suzanne Vega
If you were to kill me now
Right here I would still
Look you in the eye
And I would burn myself
Into your memory
As long as you were still alive
I would not run
I would not turn
I would not hide
I would live inside of you
I'd make you wear me
Like a scar
And I would burn myself
Into your memory
And run through everything you are
I would not run
I would not turn
I would not hide
Look me in the eye
In the eye