Title: Going Price
Author: Arsenic
Rating: Adult/Slash
Fandom/Pairing: Sparrington with side splashes of Will/Elizabeth, Ana/OMC
Disclaimer: PotC and all concepts associated with it belong to the Mouse
and his homies.
Summary: The Governor asks Jack for a favor.
Thanks: To <lj user=betagodess> for the beta, any mistakes are most
likely places wherein I chose to ignore her suggestions, and <lj user=civilbloodshed>
for checking my Spanish.
AN: I did absolutely no research on this. Not about the money
being used at the time, not if Spanish was actually spoken 'round these parts,
not if white slaves were EVER sold (although, I doubt it), nothing.
So anything that's horribly inaccurate, that's my fault. Thanks.
Webmaster's Note: The Spanish translations are available here. There are also footnotes in the story.
*
Elizabeth is watching Jack silently. It makes Jack nervous, and Jack
does not like being made to feel nervous. He would tell her to get
out, but he's afraid she might listen. Silently.
Instead he unstrings each button, each bone, each trinket from his hair,
and unwraps the bandana. He runs a brush, wetted, through the strands,
tugging patiently when he hits snags. When it's lying limp, down over
his shoulders, he folds it up, flush against his head and pins it there.
He fits the powdered wig--a gift of the Governor's, words Jack never thought
he would be able to even think without some level of sarcasm--over his head.
Jack puts a mirror up in front of himself, eyeing who he sees cautiously.
The person looking back at him has eyes that are free of kohl, a clean-shaven
chin and upper-lip, hair that is white and curly and fluffed. Setting
aside the mirror, he checks the rest of himself--also generously gifted from
Elizabeth's father--gilded and polished and well, noble. It's a vision
of himself that Jack has never had, not once in all his travels, all his
adventures, all his years. But there he is, a dandy with baubles that
he didn’t take, nick, steal, or pinch.
Jack turns to Elizabeth, all extravagant manner--that seems to be the only
thing that puts her even mildly at ease, Will being even more of a mess than
she is--and flings open his arms. "'Ey luv? Like what you see?"
Elizabeth, her hair shorn and looking like a wound around her face, her eyes
sunk in shadows and her cheekbones razor sharp, tilts her head. "Mannerisms."
Her voice rasps, still sounding unfamiliar even after having a month to get
used to the change. Jack humors her, pulling himself up stiffly, heels
together, lips closed over the ostentatious gold, hands neatly folded in
front of him. "And now, madam?" It's been a while since he's
used that voice, the one that suggests he had surgery at a young age to remove
a silver spoon from the roof of his mouth.
"Now," she says. Her eyes, oftentimes blank or sharply defensive, soften
slightly. "You really think-"
It's the fourth harbor they've docked in since Jack found Will, two harbors
after Elizabeth. She'd only taken one. One of a kind, she was.
Is. Will be again. "'E'll be here." Same voice, solemn
and monied, confident.
"He wasn't in the last place."
"I've a feelin', 'Lizbeth." His own voice now, bred and spun and developed
the way his persona is, comfortable as the sea under his feet. It's
the only way he can answer her, knowing that Commodore James Norrington--the
Governor tells him the Navy has rescinded the title, on the assumption that
the man is dead, but Jack doesn't have the liberty of making that assumption,
not when he's still looking--probably isn't in this harbor, no more than
he has been in the last three. Elizabeth is digging her fingers into
her own arms, though, asking him for faith and Jack doesn't have the heart
to tell her anything else, anymore than he had the heart to tell her to leave.
She might take him at his word, and Jack's been through that far too much
in the last month. From her and Will.
Besides, he does have a feeling. He wouldn't be here if he didn't.
It's been nearly half a year since Will and Elizabeth disappeared.
Four months since Norrington followed. Three months since Governor
Swann sought Jack out in a manner Jack wouldn't have suspected the older
man capable of, one of the few underestimations Jack's made in his life.
Him, and Barbossa. Jack is considering swearing off making decisions
about people until he's known them six or seven or eight years.
Three months since the Governor found Jack, three months since Jack agreed
to go find the three missing people and there's just one left. Elizabeth
says, "A feeling," clearly unimpressed.
Jack gives her a wounded look. "Trust me."
Elizabeth fixes him with a flat stare. "I do."
*
Three months earlier
Anamaria--being up in the nest--is the first one to see the other ship.
Jack isn't long in knowing about it, though, as she calls down to him, "Navy,
three o'clock, still a ways."
Jack squints, but the ship is "a ways" enough that he can't see it with his
bare eyes. Jack has excellent eyesight. Jack hums a bit, more
a vibration settling in at the back of his throat, while he considers his
options. It's been a while since he's had any fun of the Navy sort
and his luck has been rather stellar of late. Still, despite the rumors,
Jack knows when to let his luck rest on its own merits, rather than testing
its boundaries. He calls up to Anamaria, "She seen us?"
"Headed straight for us."
They could run, of course. They've a head start and the Pearl
is in beautiful condition, even when put against her normal state of being.
There's enough wind, and Jack loves that feeling, that you-can-see-me-but-hell-if-you-can-catch-me
feeling. So there's that option.
But it's so very rare nowadays that any Navy ship but one bothers coming
near to the Pearl. Norrington never gives up.
Which Jack rather enjoys. It definitely puts him in the number one
spot of people whom Jack delights in annoying.
Jack sneaks a look behind him, trying to gauge exactly what his crew is thinking.
It won't change his decision, not in the end, but it's not a bad thing to
know, either. Conveniently, most of his crew looks to be waiting for
him to make up his infernal mind. Jack does so, with a stealthily hidden
grin. Stealth by way of facing the other direction, that is.
"I rather like where we are at the moment."
Anamaria is making her way down the ropes. She doesn't stop as she
says, "Evidently it's a coveted spot," in that tone she has, the one that
always makes Jack think he wouldn't know how to add two and two if he tried
right at that moment. Luckily for both of them, Jack is somewhat fond
of this strain of roundabout disdain she carries for the world at large and
him (he suspects) in particular.
Jack fingers his pistol, the one he finally found it in himself to load with
a full round. His other hand falls to his sword. "Haven't even
really done much of late for them to be comin' at me all in a rush," Jack
says, now that he can see the ship's approach. There's a mock petulance
to his tone. He hasn't done all that much lately,
hasn't needed to, hasn't felt like it, hasn't had the ease of opportunity
for one reason or another. All the same, it'd be a shame for Norrington
to go easing up on him just for that reason.
Next to him, Anamaria grunts. "You be gettin' us hanged, Jack, and
I'll sleep with the devil meself to make sure you're extra tormented all
your long eternity in hell."
Jack doesn't bother insisting on his title. It rarely gets him anywhere
when she's in this sort of mood. "I'm sure sleeping with the Commodore
will get your pretty neck out of the noose just fine, dearie."
She snickers at that. "You're supposin' he'd understand the offer."
"Right ye are. Presumptuous of me."
"Wouldn't be expectin' you to change at this point."
Jack has a lot of great responses for that, but they're swallowed in light
of the fact that the Pursuer is in its last league of
bearing down on them and Anamaria is frowning into the looking glass.
"Problems?" Jack asks casually.
"It's no' the Commodore."
"Perhaps he just en't on the deck. Mustn't be exposed to too much sun,"
Jack says delicately.
Anamaria gives him a look that is half-glare, half eye-rolling derision.
"At that speed, coming right up on us? Besides, the Governor's standing
where I'd expect to see The Scourge." She says Norrington's epitaph
with the same feeling she put into her facial expression.
Jack holds out his hand for the looking glass. Sure enough, she's reported
correctly. What's more, the crew of the other ship seems to be...unprepared
to do battle of any sort. The whole thing lays funny in Jack's stomach.
It quits laying and does a nice little somersault when, moments later, and
with no provocation that Jack can see or sense, the Pursuer
raises a flag. A white one.
*
Present Time
Jack plays with one of the chains on the jacket he's sporting. He keeps
his posture carefully arranged and his facial expression purposely bland
but he can't help allowing his fingers something to do. They're restless
little mites and Jack's never seen fit to tame them.
He's hidden the Pearl behind a cove far off shore, leaving
Anamaria and Gibbs in charge of keeping her there. It goes against
Jack's personal code to leave her in anybody's hands but his own, but despite
his own actions toward the girl Anamaria's had yet to betray him and Gibbs
doesn't much itch for leadership. Or anything but a good flask of rum
for the beginning, middle and end of his days, really.
Jack would feel better having the Obviously Loyal Turners aboard the ship,
only, the Obviously Loyal Turners are pretty useless these days, still not
having gotten re-accustomed to the touch of freedom on their skin.
Jack rides the horse that some of the Governor's funds went to purchasing,
a gorgeous dapple mare with power and yet just enough of a mincing step to
be taken as some dandy's play-ride. Which is exactly what Jack wants.
She's taken to the sea nicely, a fact Jack appreciates. In his appreciation
he's named her Diamond, and added her to his collection of things named after
precious stones. His collection of two. So far, she's living
up to the task.
She also keeps Will happy, something that very little else does these days.
Something that makes Jack's life infinitely easier. At least, easier
than it would have been without her.
So Jack rides into this latest port, looking for all the world like he's
been traveling for days, packs slung over Diamond's saddle. This latest
port is an island connected with several others by thin strips of land, which
makes Jack's land approach plausible, something that wasn't true for the
other ports. Once in town Jack immediately makes his way to the center,
wherein commerce is most likely to be happening.
He's not disappointed. He works his way through stalls for meat, eggs,
bread, vegetables, fruits, earthenware goods, everything except what he's
looking for, when he comes to the stall he's seeking out. There's a
woman up for sale right then, dark and small and Jack purposely doesn't look
at her face. She isn’t the reason he’s here.
A boy approaches him, a boy who looks conspicuously like the man screaming
out prices on the block. The boy manages a slight bow. "Señor."
Jack arches an unimpressed eyebrow. "Estoy mirando para un esclavo."
"Tenemos muchos, señor."
"Sí," Jack sneers, forcing a disdain that is about something else
entirely into the word, "pero estos no son del tipo que busco."
The boy is careful not to look at him. "Algo especial?"
Jack twists his mouth cruelly, "Me gusto mios palidos."
The boy pales himself. "No vendemos semejantes, señor."
Jack notices the flutter of the boy's stomach though, the way his hands fly
behind his back. "Que lastima. Vengo con sumas considerables."
Jack almost feels sorry for the boy, whose indecision is leaking out of him
at the twists of his ankles. One glance back at the man still shouting
numbers decides him. "Tenemos algo. Aunque, el había pasado
mucho tiempo aquí. No lo tenemos bien entrenado, señor."
Jack fights the urge to close his eyes in something that might be a prayer.
Might be if he was into the whole believing phase other people seemed to
spend their lives following. He grins his best predatorial grin.
"Precisamente que yo quiero."[1]
*
Three months earlier
Jack clicks the compass open and shut, open and shut. Once upon quite
some time ago Jack learned that it’s all very well to be a kid in a candy
store, but unless that kid has someone buying for them or a good exit strategy,
he’d best keep his hands to himself. It is this lesson, burnt into
him as surely (if a bit more metaphorically) as the P on his wrist, that
keeps Jack from even considering boarding the other ship. Well, all right,
maybe not the considering. Definitely anything more than that.
Jack is kept from having to plan out any courses of action by the screams
of the Governor. Screams that form themselves into a plea. “Allow
me to board your ship. As a hostage, if you so choose. I must
speak with the Captain.”
Jack is self-aware of his own vanity. Faults are fine so long as one
keeps a careful eye on them. The freely offered title runs with wild,
soothing little feet over this particular fault of his. It’s enough
for Jack to yell back, “Just you, mate.”
The Governor nods once. “Just me. These men are well aware of
the fate they shall meet should any of them so much as think to cause damage
to your ship or any aboard it.”
Jack narrows his eyes. He’s generally quite good at sussing out lies,
and the Governor isn’t offering up any of the signs. The intense…honesty
of it all sets Jack on edge. What looks too good and seems too good
to be true… “Be that as it may, my crew 'as no such orders. Let
that be on your mind as you make the crossing.”
Jack flicks an order with his hands for the planks to be slid across joining
the two ships. The Governor makes his way cautiously from one deck
to the next. True to his word, not a soul follows, or even so much
as tries. Anamaria mutters, “Wind’s blowing the wrong direction.”
Jack agrees but it doesn’t seem necessary to admit it. Instead he smiles
his most gracious smile. “Governor Swann.”
Now that he’s on board, Jack can tell there’s something wrong, not just with
the situation, with the man. His wig has twinges of grey that have
pulled out of the curls, and his gubernatorial dressings hang on his frame.
Jack allows his eyes to sweep all the way down and then back up to the other
man’s eyes. “Ye’ll be needin’ a favor, then?”
“Despite what you may think of me, I’m hardly such a fool as to ask that
of a pirate,” Swann says. He keeps his hands neatly folded in front
of him, but Jack can see the slight tremble this is meant to hide.
“A business deal.”
“I don’t be a man as can be bought and sold, mate.” Then, “'Ave a seat?”
“No, I’d.” The Governor presses his lips together, “I’d rather stand.
And I was under the impression that the only way to acquire your services
was to buy them.”
“Ah, that statement has an underlying presumption that my services are available
in the first place. Which they are not.”
“Then think of it as an adventure, with added incentive.”
In spite of himself, with an evidently harmless Royal Navy Ship sitting off
his port-bow and a Royal Governor near desperate and alone on the deck of
his ship, Jack’s curiosity is going to eat him alive if he doesn’t ask, “And
what would this adventure be?”
“Finding my daughter, her husband, and Commodore Norrington.”
Jack is a man of very few things, but those things which he holds to grip
at his stomach and never quite let go. His honor can be counted among
those few. Not that he allows many to know this. He owes Will
and Elizabeth his life. He even perhaps owes them his ship, which is
possibly more of an issue than the former. As far as Norrington is
concerned, well, Jack suspects there might be debt there as well. The
Pearl was much farther out of the harbor than he would
have expected her able to be when the games began again after his near hanging.
It is something he has never asked, but has always kept on his mind.
“Where exactly have you lost them to?”
“My daughter and her husband set sail for a visit to England six months past.
The ship never reached the shore and yet there was no wreckage spotted, nothing.
Some two months past the Commodore took a leave of absence to search for
them at my request, but his missives stopped arriving after the first and
I fear…” The Governor shakes himself. “I suspect it will take
less than honest means to find them. I was hoping you might find it
in yourself to shoulder the task.”
Jack looks at the man in front of him, weighs the possibilities of this situation.
"I’ll need cash. A considerable amount. Have a crew to feed and
since we won’t be doing our daily pilfering, substitute swag will be necessary.
Also for bribes, and other such savory details of a search. You do
realize-"
“If they are dead, bring me proof.” The Governor’s eyes bore into Jack,
haunted and lost and determined.
Jack nods. “A pardon. For me and mine.”
“As soon as I have the paper to draw it up on. The cash is being held
on the other ship. There will be more upon the safe return of those
whom you seek. You can either send men over or my men will bring it over.
Your choice.”
Jack’s breath twitches at the man’s easy capitulation. “I’ll jes' keep
you here for a bit and send a few of me own over, if it’s all the same to
you.” It’s better to keep up a show of wariness even if Jack knows,
with a sickening roll of his insides, that all of this is real.
“As you wish,” the Governor says.
At the moment, nothing’s as Jack wishes at all.
*
Present Time
At first, Jack thinks he's found the wrong illegally-gained white slave.
Which would be highly annoying. Norrington is so covered in filth--most
of it, so far as Jack can determine, his own--so frail and feral looking,
that it takes a minute for Jack to reconcile the creature presented to him
behind bars with the replete, fastidious Commodore he's come to know.
If Jack is good at anything, though, it is at seeing the truth of things,
particularly of people.
He's well aware of the irony in that.
Jack makes a small clucking noise. "El esta casi muerto."
The boy shifts on his feet, looking nervously at the hands that Jack has
casually wrapped around the bars. Jack wonders if the good Commodore
has found the multitude of uses for his teeth. The thought almost makes
him smile. That is, until the boy says, "El rechezca al comer."
Jack seriously doubts it. Norrington isn't the type. At least,
not the type who starves himself. Then again, if they're giving him
substandard fare, which Jack has no question that they are, it's entirely
possible that for a long while the man refused to eat something that he saw
as lowering his dignity. Daft bugger. "No pagaré tanto como
un esclavo casi muerto. Necessitaré gastar mucho dinero en el
ahora."
Also, Jack knows they’ve got to want this little trinket off their hands.
White slaves aren't meant to stay in a trader's cage for a long time, too
risky. Jack wonders what exactly Norrington has done up to now to keep
potentially interested buyers away. The man is sleeping so soundly
Jack's not even sure he'll be able to wake him for the trip back to the ship.
Then again, the boy is still eyeing Jack's hands. Jack doesn't unwrap
them.
"Treinta pesos," the boy says.
Jack doesn't even deign to respond. He does begin to unwind his hands.
"Veinte-cinco. Hai gastos, señor."
Jack can only imagine. Mush at least once a day and the hay that's
in that cage must have been fresh at one time or another. "Quince."
He feels he's being generous.
"Veinte."
"Quince."
"Diecisiete?" The boy's voice rises on a note of hope and Jack can't
help noticing the fact that he's not in the best of condition himself.
Jack has to wonder if he even has permission to be brokering this deal or
if this is his way of ridding himself and his father of a problem that his
father has yet to handle properly. Obviously.
Besides, it's not as though it's Jack's money. "Diecisiete."
Kindly, Jack ignores the sigh of relief from the boy, who says, "No hay papeles."
"Yo esperaba que no," Jack says dryly.
The boy hands Jack a set of keys. "Es suyo."
Jack fits the first key into the lock. If only things were that easy.
[2]
*
Two months earlier
One of the many, many useful things about Anamaria, is that men will talk
in front of women as though that half the species has no ears. Jack
has long capitalized--at least so far as she has allowed him--upon the fact
that Anamaria does have ears, and well knows how to use them.
She seems fairly willing this time, reporting back whenever some mention
of a, "silver-blooded chit," is thrown about. Despite the lack of any
real description, neither Anamaria nor Jack pretends that said chit isn't
who they're looking for; the facts add up too neatly. Anamaria, who,
for so long as Jack has known her, has never changed the pace of her gait
for anyone, paces the ship with rapid flowing steps as though she's urging
the ship to go faster.
More than when he had his lips to her nipples, his tongue against the inside
of her legs, Jack now realizes something. Anamaria is a woman.
Jack spends some time with Gibbs and Cotton and Ben, the twenty-something
half-native boy who hopped aboard ship two ports ago. Ben has a wicked
tongue and an unobtrusive hero-worship complex regarding Jack, and the two
converge to soothe away some of the sting of this latest revelation.
Pearl docks at Isla Verde. Or rather, she comes
ashore there. Jack knows perfectly well the Spanish won't look twice
at the Governor's pardon. That's fine, Jack's not going to be where
anybody would bother to look at it once. Anamaria's off the ship at
his side and some part of Jack wouldn't mind having her along as back up,
but it's a bad idea all the same. Luckily she seems to get that, as
she heads off in the direction of the nearest place to rummage up a pint.
Jack bites the inside of his cheek in envy.
Instead Jack scrounges around Verde's slums, waiting until nightfall when
he can slip into her largest whorehouse without much notice. Jack flirts
with the madam, oddly hoping that this has been a wasted adventure, that
Elizabeth isn't hidden away somewhere. She's not on the floor, not
one of the painted tarts slyly hissing at each other any time one of them
moves his way. It gives him an odd sense of relief.
The madam is charmed by Jack's flirting--as well she should be--and gives
him what he wants, "Alga con poca ánima, si señora?" [3]
If what Elizabeth has is spirit in this place, her hair dirty and tangled,
her posture stiff as though to hide what her bodice is already hiding for
her, her eyes narrow and mean, Jack doesn't want to see the girls who are
broken. Those eyes stare at him once he's in the room and he can tell
she doesn't believe it. Jack wonders how many times she's seen rescue
in these last four months, only to have it fade into more abuse. He
nods his head. "Mrs. Turner."
Her laugh then is a bit hysterical and Jack moves to her, putting his hand
over her mouth and subduing her when she struggles against his hold.
He hits something--probably a rib--and she goes limp in his arms. Jack
grinds his teeth. He's not getting paid enough for this.
There's a small pitcher of water in the corner and though it's warm, pitched
at her face it does the trick. Jack smiles at her, "I'm going t'be
needin' your help, if you don't mind."
"She'll have locked the door behind you and the window is soldered shut,"
Elizabeth tells him as though she's quoting the latest reports on the Times
financial page. A Times that's well-outdated, as all the ones that
eventually reach this place are. That's how Jack likes them best.
Jack saunters to the window, plucking a small vial from the inside of his
jacket. Jack, after all, hasn't gotten out of a myriad of scrapes in
his time without gaining some knowledge of how things work and a few swipes
of vinegar and horse piss will do wonders for loosening what passes in the
Spanish Main as a caulk. As there is no winter here, Jack is not much
impressed by the substance. Jack supposes for what it needs to do here,
the Spanish have got the right of it. For what that's worth.
Jack turns to look at Elizabeth expectantly. "The sheets, love."
She nods slowly and he can tell she still doesn't really believe, but he
doesn't need her to. He just needs her to help. Since she does
that, Jack doesn’t press the point.
When he's pushed the window up to its full height and secured it there, he
holds his hand out for the sheet. He secures it to the bed, thanking
the god of small rooms that this is one, and sends Elizabeth down first,
following quickly in her wake.
As they're creeping away, Jack feels the slightest twinge of disappointment.
Escapes this easy don't make very good stories. Sliding his glance
to Elizabeth, Jack figures he can work in some embroidery later.
*
Present Time
Norrington startles awake at the press of Jack's fingers to his shoulder.
His hands, shackled as they are, come immediately to his front in as much
a defensive position as the fact that he's lying on the floor and bound hand
and foot will allow. Jack says, "Easy mate," softly, keeping strong
eye contact.
Norrington is anything but easy, however, striking out with the chains that
connect his wrists. Jack catches them easily enough; Norrington's movements
are slow, hindered by a body that doesn't seem to want to work with the commands
of his mind. Jack holds the chains tightly, tugging at them just enough
to get Norrington to actually look at him. "Norrington."
Norrington, recognizing his name, and the fact that this stranger should
not know it, blinks. He blinks a few more times then, and when recognition
finds its way past Jack's odd get up, starts to laugh. At first it's
just a chuckle but then it flows into full hysteria. Jack smacks him
once, quickly, and it's enough. Anger and something else that Jack
doesn't want to think about flare in eyes that Jack does and doesn't recognize
before intelligence crowds both out, and Norrington nods.
Jack nods in turn. "I've a horse, you'll have to sit her."
Norrington grimaces but all he says is, "Am I going to need to run?"
Jack smiles ironically. "You'll be glad to know I purchased your hide
properly."
Norrington doesn't comment, just reaches out with his hands. Jack takes
them somewhat carefully, as one looks to have been stepped on, possibly more
than once. He pulls Norrington to his feet with a swift tug, hoping
that's the best way to go about things. Not knowing what, if any, injuries
Norrington's rags are hiding, Jack figures it's best to do everything quickly,
both for the sake of ending the pain with haste and of getting them both
back to the ship in the near future.
Norrington sucks in a breath at his ascent and his skin goes the color of
fresh parchment, but he doesn't cry out. Jack rolls his eyes.
Lord save him from the English. Conveniently, it does not bother Jack
that he is, in some part, English. At least, that part of the world
once housed the blood that was passed on into his veins. Jack's not
sure that exactly determines what one is or is not.
Jack leans down to unlock the shackles on Norrington's ankles and then straightens
back up to handle the ones on his wrists. There are sores festering
under both, but Norrington flexes them regardless, working gently at their
mobility.
Jack supports Norrington until they're within sight of others, when he takes
to prodding the rigid, stumbling man. Norrington glares at him, but
that's to be expected, so Jack doesn't let it get to him. When they
reach Diamond, Jack goes to put his hands on Norrington's torso to assist
him in mounting only to stop at the warning, "Do that and I'll be sick all
over you."
"Ribs?" Jack asks.
Norrington nods. Jack lifts him at his hips, less than startled to
find them sharp enough to create good handholds. Another one to feed
up, then. Will and Elizabeth have yet to lose the vaguely shadowed
skeleton look, so food is something the Pearl has kept
in abundance, even more so than general. This, as well as the extra
rations of rum, has helped to mollify the crew during the search. Well,
this and the fact that most of Jack's crew is opposed to slavery on principal.
The principal that at some point or another, most of them served masters
they rather would not have.
Jack mounts Diamond, skillfully sliding between her mane and Norrington's
body. They make an odd picture as they amble back through the town,
he knows, the tanned English lord and the bedraggled white man. Never
before has Jack been so glad of the authority that gilded clothing and powdered
hair lend to a man. Want as they might, nobody is going to ask his
business. Helpful, that is.
Jack keeps Diamond at a slow, easy gait, but each lift and drop of her hooves
wrings small sounds from Norrington, and despite himself, Jack is somewhat
impressed that the man hasn't either howled from pain or just given up and
passed out. Which reminds him, "Put your arms around me midriff."
"Beg your pardon?"
"That'll warn me if ye're going to be fallin' off, then."
"I will not-"
But despite the convenience, the wig is heavy and scratchy on Jack's head
and the hose are sticking to his legs uncomfortably and he's really, really
not in the mood to argue about what he knows is for the best. "Put'em
around me or I'll take Diamond's bridal and tie'em there, savvy?"
Norrington's arms circle as ordered to, but he holds his body stiffly free
of Jack's. Jack sighs. He wouldn't want to be following orders
in Norrington's position either. Jack can see the Pearl
in the distance, or well, really he can feel her, but one's as good as the
other. It makes him think, just a bit longer now,
even if he's not really sure until what.
*
Half a month earlier
Will proves harder to find, and considerably easier to extract.
The difficulty in finding him arises from the fact that Will has been sent
to a large plantation where he is one amongst many, many slaves. Also,
despite the pale cast of his skin and the decidedly British lilt of his voice,
it is apparent that nobody much has noticed Will is white. He has evidently
been taken for a rather pale version of the natives the Spanish found in
the Americas, and that species shows up on the slave-block with discomfiting
regularity.
One look at the plantation convinces Jack that the best way of extracting
Will is going to be the forthright one. Coincidentally, this is also
the one that makes his skin crawl the most, but Jack has enough money to
effect the transaction and he doesn't think that the Governor (nor Elizabeth,
though she hasn't so much as looked in the direction they were sailing since
her first, solitary, "Will?") would take kindly to Jack getting himself and
Will maimed or killed just to have a good time.
So it is that he has Anamaria find him the solvent that helps sooth out some
of the more ferocious tangles and clean out the more persistent grime in
his hair. He doesn't know how Anamaria manages it (and he doesn't ask)
but she's the one who coaxes Elizabeth off the ship to help look for apparel
that will make Jack out to be the responsible owner of an honest merchant
ship.
Gibbs finds Diamond. Jack hasn't asked for a horse, hasn't thought
about riding a horse in longer than he cares to remember, but Gibbs shows
up with this creature whose eyes can't look away from the sea, and the advice,
"Never 'urts to 'ave a means o' gettin' away," and Jack can't deny the words
or the horse's longing for the only place Jack's ever understood as home.
It doesn't matter that horses aren't supposed to long for the water, this
one does, and Jack's never been much for judging.
So it is that he rides to La Casa del Halcón, a name that Jack can
only surmise refers to some sort of family crest, since he's haunted this
corner of the world a long time and has yet to notice an abundance of falcons
anywhere. With his hair neatly pulled back and his face scrubbed clean
and his chest brocaded and enameled and his feet shoved into the World's
Most Uncomfortable Pair of Shoes, the family maid lets him in without a second
thought.
The lord of the house is otherwise occupied, so Jack meets with his wife,
who looks like she probably wears pants underneath her voluminous skirts,
despite her polite, thoroughly continental mannerisms. He chats with
her about the price of silk, which Jack only knows anything about through
Anamaria and Elizabeth's shopping excursions for the clothes on his back.
Hence his choice of silk merchant. It was either that or rum runner,
as these are the only two things Jack knows the price of at the moment.
He's not much for valid legal purchasing.
Rum runner didn't seem the sort of thing to get him admitted into the big
ol' house up on the Manor. So Elizabeth thought, anyway. Jack
secretly agreed, despite loud protests.
When Jack is finally able to steer the matter around to his missing slave,
the cabin boy he paid dear for back on the continent who ran away roughly
three months hence, the señora confirms his suspicions about the state
of her underclothes by clicking her fan open and waving around air that has
no interest in being waved. "Es de gran valor para ustédes?"
"Pues, el conoce mi barco." Jack thinks for a second or two about playing
the sly, "y otras cosas, tambien" card, but decides against it. He's
pretty sure she's reading that into the situation as well.
"Yo conosco el muchacho que quiere. El es un buen esclavo."
If Jack knows anything about Will he sincerely doubts it. He manages
not to roll his eyes. "Pues bien, entiendes por que lo quiero."
"El era costoso, no sé-"
"Veinte pesos." Jack stays low, since the bargaining is only going
to go up, but it will hardly do to insult her.
He can tell it's a close thing, the way her mouth curves. "Ochenta,
nada menos."
"Cuarenta."
"Seitenta."
Jack thinks that's a little unfair of her, him going up two notches and she
only going one. Especially when he can read through the lies, knows
that they're itching to get rid of their problem worker. "Cuarenta
y cinco."
"Cincuenta." She snaps her fan shut.
Jack smiles graciously. "Cincuenta."
She frowns, keeps frowning even as he hands over the money. She snaps
at a servant to fetch, "El cachorro perezoso," which, amazingly leads to
him being brought Will. Jack files that away for possible taunting
material later. The possibility is somewhat squashed by the infuriated
burn of Will's eyes, the long red weals and cuts marking his back, the flagrant
protuberance of his ribs. [4]
Luckily, Will, who is not generally a genius at these sorts of things, keeps
quiet until they are out of the manor, Jack leading him none-too-gently toward
Diamond. Rather than immediately mounting, Will brings tied hands up
to her mane, giving her a long stroke with a soft, "Hey girl," before mounting,
or rather, being thrown up by Jack.
On their way past the fields Will asks, "Elizabeth?"
"Dandy," which might be a bit of an exaggeration, but Jack feels it would
be a pity to give up that habit at this point in his life, "can't wait to
see you."
In or out of fancy clothes, Jack is a gentleman enough to pretend he can't
feel Will's sobs against his back.
*
Present Time
Will and Elizabeth are waiting on opposite ends of the ship, both looking
out toward land with their hands behind their backs, straining toward the
sea. Jack's been in a position to have someone waiting for him quite
a bit since he met the two of them. He's not sure it's something he
enjoys. He's not sure it's something that bothers him, either, which
means it's probably for the best just to leave it.
Jack can feel Norrington tense behind him. Jack can't imagine that's
comfortable at this stage, but to each his own. He understands, though,
when Norrington says, "You found them," with a mixture of relief and fury
and frustration that Jack wishes he didn't sympathize with.
Without thinking, Jack says, "Just had t'know where to go lookin', Commodore."
The soft mew that Jack suspects has very little to do with physical pain
has him regretting his flippancy almost immediately. Jack has well-worn
boots for a reason, but he only kicks when the other man is still standing.
Norrington's not, not really, and Jack knows better.
He urges Diamond up the extended platform and onto the Pearl
with as much smoothness as possible in apology. It's not much
of an apology but there's a lot of history between Jack and Norrington for
things like, "I'm sorry" to be rolling off of Jack's lips. He was never
very good at forming those particular words even in the case of people with
whom he had good reason to develop the talent. Luckily, he's evidently
imminently forgivable.
Except when he's not.
Jack isn't sure where Norrington falls down on that issue, and he figures
that charm or no, now probably isn't the best time to ask.
Norrington dismounts by himself, well, slides off by himself, but Jack has
to catch him lest he slide right along down onto the floor of the ship.
It's clean enough, Jack doesn't allow neglect to Pearl's
different parts, but he doubts that's where Norrington was actually intending
to go. His doubts are confirmed by the painfully dignified nod Norrington
manages to give Jack. Jack shrugs it off.
Elizabeth has approached them by this time. Will wants to, Jack can
see that out of the corner of his eye. Probably for Diamond if nothing
else, Will likes to brush her, feed her after she's been out. Elizabeth
is there, though, so Will's not coming within spitting distance. Jack
can spit quite some ways.
Forcing his attention back to this girl he knows and does not know, Jack
gives her his best I'm-Captain-Jack-Sparrow (which he is) grin. "See,
girl, did I not tell you I had a feelin'?"
"Don't call me girl," Elizabeth says, with the same forced apathy that mutes
her tone whenever something reminds her of things she seems to feel are best
forgotten. Jack has learned to heed that tone. She still steps
forward, though, reaching out as though to touch Norrington, not quite doing
so. "James."
Norrington draws himself up as straight as he can, and Jack sees the point
he draws in on himself, giving into ribs that are most likely clamoring for
attention. "Mrs. Turner."
There is betrayal so fierce in Elizabeth's eyes that Jack doubts he has ever
known such an emotion, not even- Never. She repeats, "James,"
only this time it's torn and as jagged as the ends of her hair.
Norrington takes a step back. Then he regains his composure.
When he responds, though, he says, "Elizabeth."
Still in the corner of Jack's eye, Will is holding to the railings, watching,
listening. His expression is as broken as her words, and his reaction
to Norrington's concession is merely to wait and see what Elizabeth will
do.
Elizabeth runs.
Jack really is asking for an extra trunk's worth of gold when he reaches
Port Royal.
*
Half a month earlier
One thing becomes immediately apparent: despite the fact that Will and Elizabeth
have spoken of next to nothing but each other (and in Will's case, next to
nothing) that concern does not extend to actually being able to interact
with one another. Normally Jack's cure for this would be a case of
rum and a night locked in the Pearl's belly, with nowhere
to go.
The self-disgust in Elizabeth's eyes, the things she thinks she's hiding,
convince Jack that isn't the best way to handle this situation. Will's
self-disgust is something else entirely, Jack knows the look of the noble
and needlessly-guilty, and Will's painted it over himself in bonfire hues.
Will's problem, Jack knows, can be solved with just a bit of old fashioned
spit and fire from his one-time hellion of a wife. Unfortunately, for
the moment, Elizabeth has burnt herself out, the effort of keeping up the
stance of pride and rebellion when men were busy taking things they had no
right to take cleaning her right out. Jack can see it in the way she
won't touch herself if given a choice, the way her skin is always too red
whenever the crew procures water for bathing, the way she prefers men's clothes
for their overall coverage these days.
So, rum and locked hold being out, Jack ponders the efficacy of hanging Will
over the open ocean again and giving him a talking to. It worked last
time and all things considered, Jack senses there's considerably more at
risk this time, for Will at least. The Pearl is
safely underneath Jack's comfortably booted feet, sailing with an ease that
only she has, and Jack hopes that's not blunting his motivation too much.
Complacency tends to be dangerous.
The upside to the almost-drowning-Will plot is that it has a good chance
of concerning Elizabeth into action. The bad part is that this ship
is a good bit larger than the Interceptor and the whole
thing's bound to come off awkward and possibly even messy, two adjectives
that Jack simply abhors. Also, he's not sure the threat will work this
time, what with him having gone out and bought Will out of eternal slavery.
Which brings up the issue of Jack's debts being good and paid in this instance.
Meaning he really doesn’t have to do a damn thing to help them out, actually.
Except that--for no good reason--watching them dance around each other, awkward
and messy, is driving Jack crazy. If Elizabeth is dancing, it's meant
to be around a bonfire, wild and frenzied and drunk and alive. If Will
is dancing, it's meant to be behind his sword, precise and smooth and skilled.
Jack is offended at this perversion of things he has dictated as true.
Elizabeth pulls up beside him, her distance from him measured and full.
Jack nearly grabs her, pulls her to him just to make her aware that the threat
he presents is an empty one so far as she's concerned, but he doesn't.
Somehow, that seems the wrong way to go about things. Jack wonders
when the hell he began to care.
She asks, "You are. . . My father hired you on for James as well, yes?"
James? Ah, right. Norrington. Commodore
Norrington. Jack can't help himself. "Why, there more to you
and Will than meets the eye?"
Elizabeth looks as though she's considering leaning over the rail and vomiting.
Jack sighs. No fun to be had around here. He needs to get himself
a drink with Gibbs. Hell, maybe he'll lock himself and Gibbs in the
hold. They can't get into any more trouble than he would up here.
Finally, when Elizabeth's posture has lost some of its all-too-controlled
stiffness she says, "He came looking for us."
There is that, although Jack suspects there's leagues more where Elizabeth
and her not-quite-spurned suitor are concerned. Poor bastard.
"Stop now and miss out on the chance to play more dress up?"
For the first time since he's pulled her out of a wayward whorehouse, since
he's bought her husband back from the sun fields of the Main, she says, "Thank
you."
The words grate, and Jack wanders off to find Gibbs.
*
Present Time
Anamaria has been carrying on with Joseph, Jack knows, Joseph who's twice
her age, with lashes on his back that mark him as ex-Navy and a brand on
his forehead that marks him as having run into a different set of East India
cretins than Jack himself. Joseph came on board after their last stop
for supplies on an island that Jack isn't entirely sure actually has a name
but that the crew took to calling Second. As in "Tortuga The."
Jack is willing to grant it this honor given that he lost two of his crew
to just not showing back up in the morning there. Tortuga usually keeps
four or so, but two is a pretty decent number and he hasn't been upset by
the pick up of Joseph, what with his familiarity about the deck and, even
more valuable, his basic medical training. Jack hasn't asked, isn’t
going to, but he suspects the man assisted a ship's doctor while under the
lash of the English.
Given that Joseph is not much to look at and doesn't--so far as Jack can
tell--say much, Jack's been hard-pressed up until this point to figure out
what Anamaria's getting out of it. And he knows Anamaria, she is
getting something out of it. All that changes when Joseph volunteers
to look at Norrington with a gruff, "See if I can do anything for the lad."
Jack's doubtful because as it is he's already had to admit silently to a
grudging admiration at the fact that Norrington is even alive. For
the first day onboard the man couldn't even keep down water and Jack knows
it wasn't the feeling of the sea underneath him causing the upset.
Jack's seen the man stand on the deck of a ship cutting through waves that
well advised against it without so much as swaying.
There are wounds all over his body, wounds from what looks to be a cudgel,
wounds from lying in one position too long, scabbed and bruised wounds that
might date back to his capture, or might illustrate how long he kept fighting
once they had him caged. Several of the wounds are festering and Jack
is surprised he didn't notice the heat coming off the man during their ride
back, especially now, when the red flush of his cheeks and forehead stands
out so violently against the sick paleness of the rest of his flesh.
There are of course the things Jack can't see. The ribs, for one.
Joseph finds these things, one by one by one, his hands large and gentle,
his manner soothing. Jack wonders if Anamaria would mind his borrowing
the man for a bit. Probably. She can be territorial when it comes
to the people she sleeps with, particularly if she's actually interested
in more than the sex. Jack can't say if that's what's happening here,
but either way, it's not worth losing one of his best shipmates over.
Joseph keeps a vigil with Norrington, one that Jack doesn't understand given
Joseph's history and that Jack himself can only stand to pop in once in a
twenty-four hour time period. The third time he deigns to drop by he
notices that Will has joined in on the vigil, which throws Jack every bit
as much as Joseph, except that like Diamond, Norrington needs care.
Will likes to take care of things, likes to be in control.
Jack doesn’t know that he expects Norrington to wake up, so when he sees
Joseph back up on deck working in his silent, methodical manner Jack wonders
if he's going to need to be breaking news he really does not want to break
to Elizabeth. There's no good way to ask that question to a man who
has been sitting up day and night with the man who might be dead. Luckily,
Joseph does away with the necessity by approaching Jack and saying, "Fever
finally broke. 'E should be fine."
Since Jack isn’t a big fan of dead people, this is a relief. "Thanks,
mate."
Joseph nods but doesn't move off. Eventually he asks, "'E's Navy?"
Jack's a little surprised that neither Anamaria nor Will has explained all
this, but then, perhaps it is his responsibility. Or maybe there is
no responsibility, and it comes down to Joseph asking. "Commodore."
"I suppose there's a reason we're cartin' 'im back t'the Port?"
Jack waits a moment, trying to work through why it is that Joseph has waited
until after saving the man's life to ask. No answers come to him, so
he says, "Gettin' paid a lot t'do so."
"Mm." Joseph, clearly, is not buying this.
Jack thinks about leaving it at that. Decides, "It's complicated,"
will do.
"Complicated in a way 'at I should think about getting' meself onto another
ship before reachin' the Port?"
"No." At least, Jack doesn't think so at this point. He thinks
this changes thing. He could be wrong. Either way, Jack's got
papers that keep him and his shipload of miscreants safe, so he's not scaring
Joseph off. Anamaria'd pitch a fit.
"And you wouldn't be lyin' about that?"
Jack smirks. "No, not this time. Y'can ask Ana."
"I will." Joseph moves off to return from whence he came.
Jack doesn't doubt it.
*
Two Weeks Earlier
The only reason Jack sees anything is that Elizabeth hasn't come out of her
cabin to eat in a good two days, and Anamaria's given the Look of Expectancy
four times, Gibbs is refusing to share his flask, even Ben is looking at
him askance. Will, predictably, is doing nothing. Oh, Jack has
caught his worried gaze straying to the end of the ship that Elizabeth haunts,
but other than that, nothing.
Jack takes the hint anyway, and because he's got nothing better to do, takes
Elizabeth a tray of snacks. He knocks but doesn't wait for her to answer;
she's not much on letting anyone in her space these days. Something
twinges in Jack at ignoring that--there are very few things that Jack holds
up as sacred, but a woman's right to tell him yes or no managed to put itself
in there when he was too young to resist, courtesy of his mum and a few of
her nearest--but he does it anyway. Anamaria's got her back to him
and he can still feel the Look.
"'Lizbeth," he calls, "brought a little somethin' for y'to nibble-"
Her hands and her hair are covered in blood and it takes a moment for Jack
to realize that none of it's serious, that he doesn't have a suicidal girl
standing in front of him hacking away at herself. She is hacking away.
Only it's at her hair, with a phenomenal lack of care that has translated
to her hands being chopped nearly as much. She doesn't even stop at
his entrance, or his words, so Jack sets the tray to the side and grasps
both of her hands in his.
She struggles at that, screeching incoherently, yelling words like, "Get
off," and "bastard," and moaning something that Jack suspects would translate
to "Will" if he could decode it. He waits for the hysterics to pass,
hoping against hope that they'll be left alone long enough. Amazingly,
they are. Jack wonders idly if there's a certain Anamaria guarding
the door.
Either way, when she's gone limp in his hands her eyes stray to all the red
and she says, quite clearly, "Oh my god."
"Were ye thinkin' ye needed a new look, m'dear?"
She tugs lightly at one of her hands, the one without the knife, and Jack
lets it go. She brings it up to her head, patting at the shorn locks.
"I thought it would. . ."
Jack can think of about a hundred endings to that sentence, none of which
feel terribly pleasing to him, so he lets it remain unfinished. Instead
he pushes her to her cot and then down onto it, takes the knife from her
and says, "This might 'urt a bit."
He ends what she has begun, evening out what he can without shortening the
length any. Most of it is still ragged, but it will grow, and for the
moment, that's all he plans on doing. He lifts her back onto her feet
and says, "Come."
"Where?"
"Get those hands back to a more ladylike color."
She looks at her hands again, turns them over, flexes them with a slight
wince. "They're fine."
"I’d like them to stay that way, all the same. I think the Guv'ner
was lookin' to 'ave you back in full if possible, and as it is, well, I'll
just oblige him, shan't I?"
"I don’t want Will seeing."
Jack senses that this whole episode has been about what Will sees and doesn't
see, and he sympathizes at least a bit, but not enough to back down.
"Keep'em tucked to your stomach, then. We're goin' on deck."
She tucks them against her so tightly Jack's afraid she's going to crack
one of her own ribs. He isn't about to tell her different. When
they find Joseph, Jack pries her hands from their position and says, "These
need some cleanin' up."
"Indeed," Joseph says, and he doesn't allow his eyes to linger on Elizabeth's
new hair, the way three-fourths of Jack's crew is doing. Jack lifts
an eyebrow at those close enough to see. It gets them moving.
Assured that Elizabeth's being cared for, Jack moves right along with them.
*
Present time
Norrington appears up top in his own time, his bearing possibly straighter
than Jack's ever seen it and his eyes toward the horizon, always, no matter
where that horizon might be. He doesn't wait for Jack to come to him,
which, though no different than their relationship has always been, is somewhat
gratifying to Jack. It makes him suspect that Norrington's bruises
tunnel less deeply than Will and Elizabeth's, or perhaps just in a different
direction.
Norrington confirms the second suspicion with his even, "I've never noticed
just how beautiful your Black Pearl is."
Jack thrills at the compliment as much as the railing underneath his palms
does, but he also knows when he's being fattened up for the kill. Jack's
just made sure this man was still alive to do the killing, so he's not much
in the mood to be dead by his hand. "She thanks ye, I'm sure, mate.
Although it's a little late, what with her bein' your salvation, and all.
A girl knows when a compliment's been earned rather than freely given."
Norrington, to his credit, grimaces. "No, the compliment was sincere,
I assure you. Perhaps influenced by my lack of sea travel these last
months, what have you, but sincere."
There's something in the apology of sorts that makes Jack think he may have
read the direction of this conversation incorrectly. "I can't be the
first person ye're wantin' t'be talking with, now that ye've use of your
legs back." And everything else, Jack thinks, but has the manners not
to add verbally.
Norrington doesn't have an answer for that, and when Jack considers the man's
choices, it occurs to him that he just might be first on the list.
Not that that says much. Just when Jack is ready to move off, do things
that need doing, talk to someone he actually likes, Norrington asks, "Did
I thank you? My memories are a bit. . .lacking in dependability."
"I'll not be needin' yer thanks, mate," is Jack's only assurance on that
score, because Norrington hasn't even come close, "Lizbeth's father did me
a couple of favors in advance for this return."
"Free to roam, are you?"
Jack wants to crow about it; only the softness, the pain of Norrington's
question brings him to a stop. "We can always play at Pirates and Navymen.
I'd not be wantin' t'rob both of us of the joy in our lives."
"I think we've proven which one of us lays claim to the title of superiority
accurately enough to lay aside games, don't you, Captain?"
For the first time in his life, the unequivocal granting of that title in
respect and deference makes Jack's teeth ache, his skin try to flee from
muscle and tendon and bone. "Don't be doin' that."
"I'm sorry, what is it I've done to offend?"
"You believe in your powers to police these islands, watchin' them day in,
day out, with yer big ship and yer pretty 'lil wigs. This place, though,
she don't take much to dominion, and there're things that someone with that
same trait'll always be able to suss out. Yer kind en't like that.
Don't make you lesser. I prefer m'way, but then, I'm me."
"Your way seems to be the one that works."
"Everything in turn," Jack says, and he knows it to be true. As much
as he hates it, the Navy has its moments of shining success.
"Perhaps," but Norrington sounds to be saying that more as a mollification
technique than a concession. "What are you going to do with your freedom?"
Jack catches that note of sadness from earlier and he thinks that maybe this
isn't entirely about victors and spoils, but Norrington isn't bringing up
cages except implicitly and it isn't Jack's job to fill in the blanks.
"Pretty much the same as I've always done with it, I suppose."
"You plan to take it for granted?"
At this Jack smiles. "What makes ye think I've ever done such a thing?"
The look Norrington gives him is blank. "Ah."
Something inside Jack stops at the response. "What d'you plan on doing
with yers?"
Norrington turns back to look at the ocean. "Perfect sailing weather."
Jack, in a moment of unexpected mercy, leaves well enough alone.
*
Jack had held vague hopes that Elizabeth might talk to Norrington, them having
known each other for so long and all, but familiarity seems to have only
bred distance in this particular instance. Or at the very least, a
mountain of repression that Jack suspects only the ocean and a few thousand
years might be able to erode.
Jack climbs the mast to the crow's nest and tells Cotton, who's paying all
too much attention to the horizon, "Find somethin' else t'do, mate."
The parrot croaks, "Shiver me timbers" in a tone of such absolute boredom
that Jack can't decipher any meaning to it. Cotton climbs down, though,
and that's all Jack needs for the moment.
In the space between his skin and his fingernails, the spot between his eye
and the lid that shuts over it, Jack can feel the storm that's creeping over
them. The sea is telling no secrets, calm and rolling and luscious,
but Jack knows. He should ask Joseph if Norrington is in any shape
to help out. He should tell Elizabeth he expects her aid. He
should corner Will and say, "Be of some bloody use, would you?"
He will. In an hour, maybe, when he's had time to get away from all
of them, time to talk with Pearl about her own role in
getting them past this storm. She'll listen, she's a good girl.
Just like all the other women Jack has ever known (and, all right, quite
a few of the men), Pearl has her own agendas and ways,
but in the moments when he most needs her to stand by him, she's only once
failed. And she's made it up to him, time and again.
If he'd had to search for her another ten years, he would have.
Uncomfortably, the thought of Norrington in that cage comes to Jack, the
other man's admission of his own faults. Elizabeth isn't a ship, though,
and she has failed Norrington far more than Jack would ever allow anyone
the right were it him. That's where duty gets a body, Jack knows.
Somehow, with Elizabeth, bright, cunning, canny, gorgeous Elizabeth the one
at stake, Jack can't be as disdainful at this thought as he would much prefer
to be.
Jack doesn't think about Will. Will is a bystander. Will is.
. .Bootstrap's son and responsible for the fact that Jack is still alive
and none of that matters. What matters is that if they manage this
storm and don't get hit with another, they will be in Port Royal by the end
of two weeks and Jack will have done his "duty" and be three times as rich
for it as was in the beginning.
Below Jack, Norrington is working with his crew, more urgently, more frantically
than anyone else Jack has ever had sail under him. Jack has decided
this is Navy training, because the other option, that Norrington is trying
to regain some sense of self through the trade of ropes and sails and decks,
is none of Jack's business. Nor does he want it to be.
Jack knows that if he looks closely Norrington's hands will be torn from
work that he hasn't done, not for himself, in what Jack can only estimate
as ten years. Probably more. It's entirely possible, depending
on the man's original social status, that he never actually saw that part
of a ship. Only he is confident in his motions--they are the only thing
he shows confidence in--and Jack reminds himself that underestimating the
enemy only gets him dead.
And Norrington is the enemy. Of course he is. His place on this
ship, his bleeding hands, the other things, things that Jack can't see, seeping
red, none of that matters. An enemy is an enemy.
In the same way that Jack does not think about Will, he does not wonder at
this sudden inflexibility of his. Wondering will do no one any good.
Particularly not when Jack's wondering often takes odd turns, turns that
have him thinking about the curve of Norrington's shoulders when he's leaning
over the railing. Jack's bedded his fair share of trouble, but he's
always known and calculated the risks.
Despite appearances, there are reasons why he's still alive.
Anamaria calls up, "What's she telling you?"
Jack's not sure if Anamaria means the ship or the waters on which she sails,
but either way, "We're about to toss, love."
She smiles in anticipation. Jack really should see if Joseph and her
will let him in on their bedtime antics. It would be infinitely less
complicated.
*
They survive the storm relatively in tact. Nobody is thrown overboard
and Pearl's vital organs come out only slightly the worse
for wear. All the same, Jack sails her into port on an island that
at first, second and third glance doesn't seem to be much inhabited.
That's all the glances (and time) Jack feels he needs to spare, and they
anchor there for the (mostly) minor repairs necessary.
Will throws himself into the work, doing whatever he's told, whenever.
Jack would be bothered by this pliancy except that Will has always felt the
need to take action, and Jack suspects his allowing other people to pretend
at mastery over him has more to do with the fact that it gives Will more
to do, rather than any sort of extreme psychological disturbance from his
recent experiences.
Elizabeth works side by side with Joseph, who doesn't growl at her for not
being as strong as he, and consistently "asks" for aid by way of body language,
something that Elizabeth probably sees as less domineering.
Norrington, Commodore Bloody Norrington, finds his way to the sail Jack is
mending, sits down, busies himself with a separate section of the damage
and says, "She was well and away sea-worthy enough to continue on."
Jack files through the possibilities of what Norrington is trying to get
at with this, gives up trying to guess. "Mayhap the way I treat m'ship
is directly correlative t'her performance, mate."
"I've no doubt you pamper her endlessly," Norrington says, straight-faced
and entirely serious. "But Tortuga is what? Even at a crawl I'd
guess it a few days sail from here."
"En't takin' the likes of you into Tortuga." Jack doesn't give a reason
though, because he's not sure whether this reluctance of his has to do with
prioritizing his three guests, or the denizens of Tortuga. He's still
giving himself the leeway of believing the latter.
"If Tortuga is close," Norrington continues as though he hasn't heard Jack
and Jack realizes that Norrington had no idea if they were close to Tortuga
or not. Jack tamps down on the urge to admire the clever little bugger,
"then so is Port Royal."
The way Norrington says the words does not miss Jack's attention. Port
Royal. Not the Port, not Home, full-titled, official Port Royal.
He doesn't even drop a syllable. "Not anxious t'get back?"
Norrington just continues at his task, methodical and near-perfect.
Jack relents. "'Lizbeth's father'll have saved you a spot at the table,
Commodore."
Norrington looks up. "Table? Oh, metaphor, I see. Yes,
most likely. I did, after all, lose myself to the horrors of these
barbarian islands searching for his one and only precious pearl of a child."
Jack stays still under the barrage of bitterness that Norrington covers with
a veneer of calm that could varnish oak. "Not reason enough for you,
then?" Jack doesn't want to get into the barbarian comment, not when
he suspects that Norrington didn't actually mean it. That's not something
Jack needs to know about the other man. Such a fact might force him
into considering the possibility that he could like Norrington
as something more than an engaging nemesis.
"I prefer that badges of merit be earned; don't worry yourself as to understanding
the concept."
Jack grins. That's more like it. "I won't, thanks." For
all that, though, Norrington has repaired his section of the sail beautifully
and Jack gets it, he gets it all too well. "Nice island, this one,
eh?"
Taken offguard, Norrington blinks, and then looks around. "Yes, very."
"Think maybe we'll enjoy her hospitality for a few days."
Another blink, this one much slower. "Captain Sparrow-"
"Just nod and agree that sounds nice, mate."
Norrington nods, but words are evidently beyond him. That's fine by
Jack. He enjoys the rough slide of Norrington's baritone all too much.
*
Jack accompanies the sunset with the parallel burn of rum. He feels
a set of fingers pull the bottle from his and looks to see to whom the fingers
are attached, ready to defend his right of ownership if need be. Only
the fingers belong to Will, and Jack isn't entirely sure a good soaking in
rum isn't exactly what Will needs. Will pulls back an impressive slug.
Jack takes back the bottle and sips, although not delicately. Still,
he saves the majority for Will. Will nods his head with an appreciative
tilt, taking the bottle back. "They had to break my hand to get the
sword. It's still. . ."
Jack has noticed the way Will guards his right hand. He suspects it
was set badly, possibly by Will himself, and that Will worries that it won't
suffice when he's back in front of his forge. Jack takes another drink.
"Functions."
"She's. . .like my hand."
For a moment, Jack considers being difficult and asking after the pronoun,
as though Will thinks about anything other than Elizabeth these days.
"You set the hand?"
"No. My captors. Slave without a hand is not of much use."
Jack just takes the bottle back. Waits.
Will watches. "Ah."
Jack wonders if it's time to jump in with some philosophy. Not that
he really has any for the occasion. Luckily, Will finds it in himself
to continue. "She needs rescuing sometimes, but never fixing.
She's less breakable than I."
"Everyone has their point." Jack bids the sun farewell and allows himself
a moment of early dark. "She loves you."
"She won't come near me."
"She's relearning t'make 'er own choices," Jack finally finds it in himself
to explain, even though Will should already understand. Then again,
women fight harder for things that men take for granted.
"I don't want to. . .interfere."
"Y'can defy British law, fight unto maiming and live under someone else's
rule to save her life, but y'can't talk t'her?"
"My sword does what I tell it to do."
"It can also be parted from your grip by a few broken bones."
"So was she."
"Temporarily, lad. Ye'll have to make yourself a completely new sword.
New steel, new pommel. With her, y'still have the basic parts, they
just need a little bit of shinin' up."
Will finishes the bottle off. Jack pops open the contingency one he
brought.
*
Norrington sleeps by the water.
While Jack hasn't been paying full time attention to the man, he's noticed
in the amount that he has paid that Norrington, in fact, never leaves the
water's side unless it's to relieve himself. Only reluctantly then
as well.
Jack prefers and trusts the volatile nature of the waves far more than the
staid one of dirt, but he appreciates both in their own way. Jack would
have expected the same of a man such as Norrington, a man so bound to things
that stay in place and don't budge for all the pushing in the world.
Always before when Jack would watch Norrington on shores, familiar or otherwise,
the man would seem to have reached an accord with the world under his feet,
even a comfort. Now, though, Norrington's steps are preceded by a hesitancy
and followed by a fleetness that tempts Jack to pin the man down and see
what his reaction would be.
Instead Jack wakes up and uses the feeling of sleepy languor to propel himself
into asking, "Swim, mate?"
Norrington looks down to where the sand is packed and nearly smooth in the
wake of the tide. "Enough."
Most of Jack's crew is still sleeping. He can see Anamaria and Joseph
down a ways, but they're as intent on being left alone as he is at this moment,
so he strips his shirt over his head and tosses it into what will be the
pile containing his breeches and boots soon enough. Out of the corner
of his eye he notes Norrington not following and turns. "I won't be
lookin'."
Jack watches Norrington's eyes sweep over his torso, the first of many maps
of Jack's misadventures. They don't bother him one whit, but he knows
they sour the image, so he keeps them hidden, an unseen part of the mythos.
Norrington says, "Different sort, those are."
Jack shakes his head. "They're all about the things we can do."
Norrington bows his head at that before quickly tearing his top off, as though
he might stop if he does it at a pace any slower. Whatever gets it
done for him, really. Jack moves into the water to give the man some
space as Norrington's fingers go to the ties on his breeches.
Jack feels the movement of the water admitting Norrington even through the
gentle morning waves. Jack asks, "How far will enough get me?"
"To the ship."
It's a good distance. Jack starts out, and it's more a stretch than
any type of exercise, just to be in the water, feel the grit of salt lick
at his lips, the schools of fish that don't know any better pool around his
ankles. Norrington stays at his side, working harder for it, but matching
Jack's pace.
At the last moment Jack reaches his fingers as far as they'll go and lets
himself glide to the Pearl, lets her catch him.
She does, Norrington too, and they both hang from her, Norrington breathing
heavily, Jack closing his eyes, letting the sun have its way with his face.
When he opens his eyes, Norrington has grabbed onto the ship with both hands,
his back to her hull, his face turned into the waves. Jack sinks down
under the water, moves the inch or so he needs, and comes up to meet Norrington's
lips. Jack is nearly completely at his mercy, Norrington being anchored
against Pearl and Jack clinging to nothing, not even the
man he's kissing. Norrington doesn't shove, however, doesn't do much
of anything except allow for the contact, not break it off.
When Jack has tired of wading he breaks it off in order to reach out for
the ship. Norrington stops him with the release of one hand.
"Is this-"
When it has become clear that Norrington isn't sure how to end that little
interrogation, Jack says, "This is this. Does it need t'be somethin'
else?"
Norrington pulls him in and supports him through the next kiss.
*
Jack sucks Norrington off on the deck of his Pearl, and
there are splinters in his knees for his trouble, but the man with splinters
no doubt in his shoulder blades is looking directly into the sun, his eyes
reflecting the gold, and splinters, Jack knows, can be picked out.
Jack puts his hand between the sun and Norrington's eyes, "Ye'll go blind.
Didn't yer mum teach ye anythin'?"
"What order to use the silverware in, how to tie the perfect ribbon on my
wig, what to say to a girl when I wanted to dance with her, and what the
polite gift was for every social occasion. All before she died of consumption
when I was thirteen."
"You wore a wig before thirteen years of age?" Jack realizes there
are possibly more pressing matters to attend to in that little speech, but
honestly, no wonder the man walks as though someone grafted a walking stick
to his spine.
"No. My older brother did, though. Much older. I was a
bit of a mistake."
"Where I come from, weren't nobody 'at wasn't a mistake." Weren't much
of anybody who wasn't welcomed, either, but Jack figures that if Norrington
doesn't know that, this isn't the time to start explaining basic socio-economic
culture.
"She was perfectly cordial, all the same." Norrington turns his gaze,
still under the shadow of Jack's fingers, to Jack. "I puzzled the sun
thing out for myself. My commanding officer on the first ship I was
assigned was quite common-sense oriented and infinitely more fond of me than
either my parents, so I suspect he would have mentioned something sooner
or later had it needed saying."
"Infinitely more fond," Jack echoes, adding his own lilt to it.
Norrington's mouth twists into a smile that somehow manages to scathe Jack.
"Well, yes."
"The fine tradition of the British Navy, long upheld."
Norrington's face blanks at that. "I've never touched one of mine.
And never been touched by someone to whom I didn't give tacit permission."
Jack knows all about tacit permission. He knows being at sea with only
other men for months, maybe a whole year at a time and having a superior
member of the crew who has the right to his gratitude for something or other.
"'Course not. This yer tacit permission, then, mate?"
"You're not my commanding officer."
"No, I'm your saviour. One might think it held more weight, if one
valued one's life."
"One might," Norrington says.
Jack gets his hands as far away from Norrington as he can manage. Norrington
blinks and moves his head to the side. "You're still-"
Jack doesn't know whether to make this easy on him or not. Norrington
makes the decision for himself and reaches out to wrap his hand around Jack's
cock. Jack jerks away, which has the effect of making his mind blur
for a second. When it clears, Norrington's staring at his own hand
like he can't recognize it. He looks up at Jack, the same expression
on his face. "I don't-"
"I won’t be makin' yer decisions for ye, not even by default."
Norrington uses the hand that is evidently his after all to push Jack against
the railing. His lips come up to meet Jack's. "As you wish."
*
"Is there some angle t'this that I'm missin', Jack?" Anamaria asks.
Jack looks at the browned arch of her shoulders, bared while they swim around
the perimeter of the ship, checking for any unseen damage. Jack has
always known before when there was something wrong but he's feeling a little
off of late, and it never hurts to do a quick once-over.
"Suppose that depends on whether you've been nippin' out on Joseph for a
small Commodore treat."
"I'm not denyin' the man's physical. . .gifts."
"Then what're we discussin', m'dear?"
"The fact that you took His Royal Navyness on your Pearl."
Anamaria's voice is casual, but Jack can hear the hiss she wants to release.
Jack doesn't wonder that she's noticed his aversion to dalliances on his
ship, but for the moment he hopes desperately that she doesn't know that
until today she was the only person before Norrington. He has a sinking
suspicion she does.
"That or the middle of the water, luv. Complicated and likely t'attract
rays." Actually, Jack doubts that stingrays care one way or another
what humans are doing while wading in the water. Anamaria probably
can't prove this either way.
"Or the island. Plenty of little hidey-holes."
Jack grins at her lasciviously. "As you and your brute well-found out."
Even as he says it, he notices that Ana has not one mark on her, not so far
as he can see. Her lips, which he has seen swollen and near-torn, has
brought to that point, are slightly puffy, nothing more.
She quirks those lips in that way Jack knows, the way that tells him she
has a secret, one she won't spill. Jack's glad he thought better than
to ask in on their action. She wouldn't have taken to that well.
"Don’t be changin' the subject."
"Subject?"
"Jack." The smile is gone. Anamaria pulls herself up into the
boat they've harnessed to the side for purposes of getting back to the island.
Jack flops himself over the side of the boat next to her. "He's Navy.
Probably born to Navy if the bearing says anythin'. He's been willin'
t'see you through the final dance. You've saved him from the worst
that humans do t'other humans. Whatever debt there was, and I've a
mind t'consider that all in your head, it's settled. Leave it be."
Jack is mildly offended, as he's never slept with anyone as a way of barter
and has no intention of starting now. There have been far far better
reasons in the past to do so than this broken (ex?) officer of one of the
farthest arms of British law. Jack's body is his own, though, just
as Elizabeth's is hers, Anamaria's hers, James's his. He doesn't frown
upon the choice to barter one's self, just chooses personally to forego it.
Jacks is still trying to figure out what will serve best as his next response
when Anamaria gives him a rather unexpected opening. "Why isn't it
that simple, Jack?"
"Because it's. . .not."
Anamaria, being the friend and fellow pirate that Jack has always sensed
in her the potential to be, nods at that and goes about rowing.
*
Jack has cause to regret his generosity in delaying their return to Port
Royal later in the day when he sends Gibbs out to search for Elizabeth, only
to have the man return empty handed. As Elizabeth is rather key to
his triumphant return Jack is reduced to looking at Gibbs blankly and repeating,
"The lass 'as gone missin'."
Will, of course, overhears. Jack wouldn't be surprised if Will followed
Gibbs on his search. The next thing Jack knows Will has taken off on
Diamond, which is just great, just brilliant as Will is actually quite important
to that even farther triumph as well. Norrington, bloody useful man
that he is, mutters something about not having axes thrown at him and asks
Jack, "Which one are you off after? I'll take the other."
Jack sighs. It's dinner time and he's really not in the mood for these
sorts of capers. "Neither."
Norrington turns to Jack, his features carefully schooled. "You're
just going to- They're necessary, you realize, for that reward to be
any good."
"Calm down, Commodore. Will's not half so hapless as looks would suggest,
and if Lizbeth's lost, I've 'alf a mind to believe it's because she bloody
well wishes t'be. They'll find each other." Jack will admit,
while he would have chosen a considerably less dramatic way of going about
it and embellished later, this will work as well as any other way for fixing
that problem.
"But will they find their way back?"
Jack suppresses a groan. "Give 'em a few hours before we rush off after
'em. The island's not that big." Big enough, but if Jack puts
all of his crew on finding them, somebody will. Jack's pretty sure
there aren't any predators large enough to eat humans on the island at the
very least, so they can probably make it through the night if not longer
should they actually be lost.
After a long silence spent looking at the spot that Will crashed on into
the trees at, Norrington says, "I do not envy them their re-entry into Port
Royal. There will be whispers, and where there are not whispers there
will be stares. It is too small a community for anything to be kept
truly secret."
"Didn't fancy you the type t'fear whispers," Jack muses, only somewhat idly.
"Not for myself, no. But then I've no attachment to a lady. The
whispers that surround them are always much louder, more full of spite."
"Then it's the jeers what leave ye tremblin' at the thought of leavin' this
place?"
Norrington looks at Jack. His eyes are inscrutable and Jack is
well-prepared for him not to answer. Finally he says, with no change
in expression or inflection, "It's myself that has me doing such. The
whispers of my own creation."
Jack knows those whispers, has heard them in a million different forms.
"They broke me," Norrington whispers.
Jack, however, has seen broken, recognized its face. He has at times
laughed and spit at it, and once, just once, shortly bowed to it, but for
all that, he knows intimately what it looks like. "Ye're mistaken in
thinkin' that."
"I-"
"Norrington. They bent ye further than ye've ever twisted before.
That's all."
"You haven't the slightest idea of who I am."
In a way Jack mourns for this man who has never been taught that a close
enemy can be a better companion than the best of friends. In a way
he envies him. "I most like have the best idea of who y'are.
Wouldn't matter either way, I know broken like I know that ship in the waters,
and y'aren't."
"You can hardly expect me to take your word."
"Whose d'ye plan on takin'?"
Norrington is evidently without answer for that.
*
Jack waits for Norrington to build them a fire. Where the man has learned
this particular survival skill is beyond Jack--doesn't seem like something
the Royal Navy would include in basic training, but perhaps Norrington merited
some non-basic, or maybe he's just figured out that it's a good skill to
have when one is constantly in danger of being stranded--but so long as he's
going to do it, Jack has no objections to being lazy whilst Norrington handles
the manual labor. Norrington, for his part, seems to expect no less
of Jack.
When he's finished, muscles trembling from exertion that they still haven't
quite re-accustomed themselves to, skin damp and salty, he starts to say,
"I-" but stops whatever the thought was and kisses Jack instead. "Have
any of that sugar candy you call drink?"
"You won't be gettin' yerself any that way, luv."
"No?" Norrington asks, before kissing Jack again.
Jack, however, has been trained--well, has learned from experience--to resist
such nefarious techniques. "No. That's quality rum ye're callin'
names."
Norrington plucks the bottle from Jack's largely unresisting fingers, uncorks
the top and takes a sizeable and yet somehow polite swallow. He grimaces.
"Sweet."
"It's made from sugar cane," Jack says wryly.
"Give me a simple ale any day of the week."
Jack shudders. "What, life in the Navy en't bitter 'nough? 'Ave
t'add to it?"
Norrington shrugs and takes another swallow, this one larger and with less
refinement. He's not drunk, Jack can tell, not even close. For
a man whom Jack has never thought about in the same sentence as any type
of liquor, it occurs to Jack that Norrington seems fairly capable of being
able to hold his. Jack asks, "Where'd ye learn t'drink?"
"More of where I learned not to."
Jack is quiet at that. Either Norrington will say more or he won't,
but saying anything just then will probably effect the latter immediately.
Norrington continues, "Father had a problem with it. The drink.
Very hush hush of course. Couldn't have anyone knowing. It was
a rather thorough education in how to handle liquor. Avoid it when
one can and hold it when one must."
"And this evening requires you to partake?"
"Yes, I rather think it does." Norrington looks off in the trees, harder
even to see into now that it's dark. Jack doesn't think he's looking
for anything, just to something.
"I see," Jack says, as he has lived through nights where drinking was more
necessity than pleasure.
"Since my inhibitions might become slightly impaired, I should appreciate
it should you not-"
"I take monetary treasure without given consent, not human," Jack clarifies,
only slightly stung, and only that because well, he's been so good.
Norrington, nearing the half-way point in the bottle, tilts it back for another
swallow. "Another thing to make you different from all the rest of the world,
then, I suppose."
Jack slides minutely closer to the fire. "Mayhap." He hopes not.
*
Norrington's virtue--what there was of it when the sun set--is still intact
with the rising of said sun. Jack awakes not nearly so hung over as
he is used to and scolds himself roundly for not bringing enough rum for
two. Really, the sex should have been a sign that Norrington isn't
quite so proper as he makes himself out to be.
Elizabeth and Will tumble out of the trees just as Jack is getting around
to plotting search party tactics, Elizabeth looking every inch the debauched
Diana, Will wearing the expression of man hard-used. Jack looks mournfully
at his empty bottle. "I'd offer ye libations as a celebration of yer
re-consummation, but the Royal Navy 'as made 'way with all me most cherished
liquids."
Elizabeth glances to where Norrington is sprawled on the ground. "Poor
James. We should never have left him alone with the likes of you."
Jack nods in agreement. "That was very irresponsible of ye whelps."
Will touches the fringes of Elizabeth's haphazard locks. She doesn't
flinch. Jack has always stood by the fact that there's something to
be said for irresponsibility. Elizabeth sighs. "Oh really, Will.
It'll grow."
Will grins. It's nothing close to the grin that Jack knew a short while
before all of this. There are shadows and stories and Jack recognizes
it in an odd manner that makes him suspect he would see something similar
where he to look in a mirror. Will says, "I was just thinking how much
it suited you."
Jack expects her to scoff, to say something sharp and soften it with her
own grin, eager and frighteningly innocent. Instead she turns her head
into the touch. "I doubt the denizens of Port Royal shall hold such
an opinion."
"Burn them," Will says in a nonchalant manner. Jack can see in the
stance of his feet that the boy--man--will back up the words in any way he
sees fit.
Elizabeth does smile at that, a fleeting curvature of the lips, a look so
secret that Jack finds himself struggling not to look away. She steps
from Will then, her hair sifting through his fingers to fall free.
Her lips on Jack's jaw and her, "thank you," are so transitory that Jack
isn’t entirely sure that isn't his tendency toward story-telling coming up
with a rather pleasing ending to his constructed damsel-in-distress tale.
Luckily, Will's handshake and nod as he follows after her are more substantive.
When Jack can no longer hear their footsteps fading toward the Pearl
he tells Norrington, "It's all right t'stop playing at sleep."
Norrington's eyes fall open. "They're not quite so comfortable in my
presence as they are in yours. I had no desire to set back what progress
had been made."
"They're t'be just fine, Commodore."
"Could you not-" Norrington pales as he realizes he's actually spoken.
Jack, however, is not much a fan of open ended sentences. Or quests.
Or much of anything, for that matter. Closure is oftentimes underrated.
"Not what?"
For a moment, Jack thinks Norrington will refuse to answer. He's proven
wrong when the man stands, drawing himself up to his full military bearing
to say, "Not use my title. They, the Spaniards, that is, they had quite
some fun with my status. Not the actual title, I grant you, as either
they couldn't pronounce it, or were somewhat lacking in knowledge so far
as the chain of British Naval Command goes, but either way, it's- I'd
rather not feel that you're mocking me constantly, regardless of the truth
of our situation."
Jack wishes that he didn't have three or four or five too many marks on his
own body, six or seven or eight on his own mind, not to press this advantage.
If wishes were ships, though, Jack's fleet would be larger than that of the
entire Royal Navy. "Norrington, then?"
"Or James. It has two less syllables."
"Wondrously pragmatic." Jack draws out the long syllables of his own
choice in words.
"One of us must be, I suppose."
And while Jack has no desire to ever be accused of pragmatism, James is standing
in front of him, fragile and brittle all at once, the two a dangerous mix.
He allows, "Jack has three less syllables than Captain
Sparrow," not one to pass over pointing out his obvious superiority.
"But not quite the flare," James says quietly, oddly gracious in the face
of Jack's concession.
"Just don't be sayin' it so often in front of those 'at might think less
of me."
"Have a list I could study?"
Jack turns to make his way back to the Pearl shaking his
head. Pearl's a bloody woman and she isn't half
so much trouble as the man who's following him, kicking up leaves and sand
and lord only knows what else.
*
Elizabeth is running down the shore, the waves tiptoeing up to trip her.
Will's on her heels, always just close enough to catch her, never enough
to hold her. Anamaria asks, "Time t'be off, then?"
Jack is the captain of the Pearl which gives him the ultimate
right not to answer to anyone. Not actually having an answer, he takes
that right. "What say ye, luv?"
Anamaria tilts her head. "'At the Port will always be waiting for 'em
and will never welcome 'em."
Jack thinks that might be the definition of "home." "Quite a bit of
slag waitin' t'welcome us, though."
"So we've begun trade in humans, then?" Anamaria's question is sharp
and though Jack has never asked the things of her that she's had the courtesy
not to ask of him, she's the first girl with skin darker than his he's ever
met not wearing chains. Her wrists tell ghost tales even more bitter
than his brands and he hasn't the moxy to say, "why not?" the way he would
with most anyone else, even if merely the thought makes his stomach play
hopscotch.
"Drop 'em somewhere, then? Keep 'em? Commodore an' all," he reminds
her.
Anamaria though, unlike some people Jack knows, (mostly himself) has principles
stronger than fear or even gut instinct. "'E's a man of 'is word.
Ye'd just 'ave t'pull the right one out of'im. I've faith." She
throws out the last words so sardonically that Jack nearly doesn't believe
her. Except that she sails with him still, and she's had more than
a few chances to jump ship. Her own ship, even.
"Moot point," Jack says.
"Most like," she agrees. She looks at him, then, the first time since
she began talking. "Ye think it cruelty t'ask."
"With Will and 'Lizbeth, no. Mere courtesy, perhaps, but not cruelty."
"And your Commodore?"
"He's nobody's anythin'," Jack says, a little too rapidly.
"He's the Navy's officer," she tells him, not ungently, at least, not for
Anamaria.
"A man of his word."
"Words can 'ave so many interpretations," Anamaria muses aloud.
"'Is are black an' white. Blue an' red."
"'E's made ye 'is business. There's grey t'be found, Jack."
"My decision, Ana."
"'Course, Captain."
"You're ruining my title."
The wicked woman smiles.
*
James refuses Jack's offer of rum with a shake of his head. "Once in
a very great while is quite enough. My thanks."
Jack is hardly surprised at the man's destroying his plans without even trying.
Luckily, as Jack prides himself on being resourceful, he has thought up a
Plan B. Plan C and D as well, should it come to it, although those
are more loose than Plan B and infinitely less desirable. Jack kisses
James. Despite the events of the other day, Jack lets a jolt of surprise
seep under his skin at the fact that James accepts this offer.
Sand is not only messy but incredibly irritating so far as Jack is concerned,
so he does what he can with James's back up against a palm tree, both of
them fully-clothed. It's enough. James comes up panting and shivering
and loose. Jack outlines James's ear with his tongue, "Mind stayin'
there a bit?"
James closes his eyes again, tilts his head back against the bark.
"Come no closer."
Jack is pressed all along James, as near in his skin as one man can be to
another's, but James can breathe, and Jack knows that sometimes the simple
facts of inhalation and exhalation can be the distance between sanity and
madness. "The Port-"
"Don't."
"Must."
James's arms tense and Jack prepares himself to be thrown back. When
he isn't, he ventures, "Pearl likes ye."
"Is it her that does?"
The question is canny and should be delivered with a breeziness that James
evidently can't support at this moment. His smooth tones flounder and
break over the "her." Jack pretends not to have heard. "'Deed,
mate. Bossy, she is."
"We all have to learn that we don't always get our own way. Sooner
or later."
"But must we never get our own way?" Jack asks, spinning the question out
to make it sound one of whimsy.
"You may answer to no man, Jack-"
"Ye're too canny not to notice the parts of me fortune 'at 'aven't changed
nigh well since we've met." Jack sincerely hopes it never gets back
to Anamaria that he referred to her as part of his fortune.
"Then answer me this: would you leave them? Were you to be plucked
off your ship, taken by men whose first intent is to profit off you and second
intent is to have a rather jolly time of humiliating and degrading you while
getting around to said profit, would you not do everything in your power
to get back to them?"
James has gone so stiff that Jack is somehow worried that he's become part
of the tree. It's dark now, nearly too dark and Jack can barely see
to tell that he's still there. "They'd 'ave me back, luv."
James shudders at that, uncontrollably. Jack takes it as improvement,
the movement. He says, "Three days. More if'n the weather's bad.
Time 'nough for a decision."
He kisses James again, and James, once again, lets him. Jack wonders
if there's more room for argument than he's allowed himself to believe.
Then he remembers that belief is a dangerous thing and stops doing it.
James' kisses are real enough.
*
Diamond swims out, right alongside Jack, to the Pearl.
Will's already there, waiting to swing Jack aboard and work the rig that
will carry Diamond up onto the deck. Jack has a sneaking suspicion
Will feels more strongly about the latter. As Diamond was actually
part and parcel of Will's rescue, Jack lets go of his notions about lecturing
the boy on gratitude. Besides, she throws out her mane and stomps a
bit and acts generally as though she deserves his attention, and Jack can
appreciate a woman with spirit.
Across the deck, Elizabeth laughs as Diamond's self-drying techniques soak
an almost-dry Will.
James is the last person on the boat. Joseph and Cotton are bringing
up the anchor as he swings himself over the railing, more lithe than any
man who wears starched coats and spent the better part of a week earlier
in bed has the right to be. Jack thinks taking the man on deck in broad
daylight might set a bad example, though. Not that he minds daylight
debauchery. By all means.
He doesn't want anyone else bringing back their very own Royal Naval Officer.
No, that just won’t do.
Jack does seek him out. Later, when Pearl's determining
her own course and it's close enough to Jack's that he allows her to voice
her opinions. He leaves Gibbs with the wheel and does his customary
round, runs his hands over his lady's railings and ropings. Cotton's
parrot calls out an, "Avast," and Jack tips his head even as he thinks that
no, today isn't that kind of day. A smooth sea is its own type of treasure,
one that Jack never tells anyone about, one that he has never overlooked.
He finds James overlooking it with careful eyes, his hands at his side, palms
open. Jack thinks to sneak off before James can say, "I thought they
would bury me in the earth."
Jack shudders. "Yer kind'll do that t'ya no matter, 'lessin' ye die
out at sea."
James turns his eyes from the sea, and they are smiling, even if the rest
of his face isn't. It's a smile that's more mystery than mischief,
more mischief than mirth. "Indeed."
Jack, who makes it his business not to know others's unless he should accidentally
stumble upon it asks, "Who d'ye serve what calls ye back so strongly that
ye must listen?" Because he doesn't see anyone standing next to James.
Nobody other than himself.
"Concepts I've no intention of explaining to you if you've yet to understand
them."
"Honor?"
"Certainly." But he's paused before he's said it, and the -ly comes
out just a second too late, as though he's forgotten how the word ends.
"Country."
"And Queen."
Jack sidles next to James. "Love?"
James casts him a look before returning his gaze to the (for-now) trustworthy
sea. "I suppose. In some forms. At times."
"Ye're never on the list, then, I don't suppose?"
"It occurs to me, Jack, that you suppose all too much."
Jack moves slightly to the side, brushing his arm against James's, holding
there for the longest of moments. "Do I, then?"
*
Jack blames the moon. In truth the moon is probably no more to blame
than the rum or the Pearl or the ocean or Jack himself,
but Jack has chosen that sliver of at-times preternatural light as his scapegoat
for the evening's events and he's sticking to it. After all, things
pretty much begin when James opens his eyes from their closed position, the
two of them sprawling about the deck in the calm of midnight and says, "It's
harder to sleep on board a ship. For want of being awake to this."
And Jack, of course, has no option but to look up at the pristine splotch
of dark hanging above him and think, true, mate.
Which by needs must be followed up with an, "Aye, but there are. . .pursuits
other'an sleeping t'be indulged at such a time as this."
James mutters something that sounds suspiciously like, "Relentless bastard."
While Jack is only relentless when he senses victory, and only then when
he truly wants the spoils of said victory, it's oddly charming to hear James
curse, particularly in relation to him. Jack senses he is the kind
of man who saves his curses for very special occasions. This suspicion
has in no way been undermined by James's lack of cursing despite the state
of his body and mind over the past fortnight. Jack rolls, slides, slithers
near to James and takes a kiss for himself. "That a yes, mate?"
"Not on the deck," James bites out.
"My quarters have lovely windows."
"Not in the window pane either."
Jack sighs against James' lips. "No sense of adventure."
"Not of late."
Jack nearly winces at the fairness of that assessment. Adventure can,
at times, get a body into trouble. So Jack has heard--from reliable
sources. "Come then," and Jack pulls himself up, easy as though a string
runs through his body and up the masts of the ship, ready to tug at a moment's
notice. Jack gives notice.
He brings James up with him, hands finding James', guided by James' arms.
Jack's quarters are close, and Jack knows every inch of this ship, where
to step and where to stride, where to tilt and where to turn. Jack
wants James up against Pearl's mahogany walls, but James
shakes his head, that tight little shake, as though Jack is one of his Lieutenants.
For the night, Jack is willing to play along. There are moments for
everything.
There's less clothes by the time they both reach the bed, an advantage, certainly,
and James' hands, refinding their sailor's form are just rough enough, just
capable enough, against Jack's chest. James doesn't taste of rum, and
Jack thinks, "huh," before giving up on thinking, because he'd rather just
not.
He doesn't either, not until they're lying chest to chest, James's mouth
pressing deep against the hollow of Jack's throat, and James takes a breath
to say, "I'd like to take you."
The request is so formal that Jack laughs. It comes out breathier than
he'd most like intended. "As y'wish." And then, because Jack
concerns himself with going into situations informed, "'Ave ye 'ad a man
like that before?"
"No," James admits, and only because Jack can feel the slight rise in heat
of the skin splayed over his does he know what that admission is to the other
man, "but I sense I have a fair understanding of the technical aspects."
"Inspiring," Jack drawls.
"I won’t hurt you."
While Jack has heard much more inciting statements before the sexual act,
somehow those four words cause his eyes to nearly roll back in his head and
it's a moment before he can say, "There's oil in the chest." It's used
for keeping the leather of his boots soft, but it will do.
There's absence and rustling and Jack takes a look out at the night sky,
still open to him out past the glass. Then James is back and busy not
hurting Jack. By the time James slides in, slowly and yet not patiently,
Jack is panting, moaning. He doesn't care. He's never particularly
cared for being silent, sometimes not even when he should.
James's hand presses between them, around Jack, and it's not careful, not
hurtful, not anything but oh between some more in-articulations.
Jack lets go some time before James does, coasting on the sounds of James'
own whimpers, low and bitten back. Controlled.
Jack says, "Please."
Afterward, James says, "Thank you."
Jack presses his fingers over scars, chosen at random, and does not say you're
welcome.
*
Elizabeth brings Jack an orange and he takes a hand off the wheel to pluck
it from her fingers. "'Mornin', Miz'us Turner."
She nods politely. "Captain Sparrow."
Her stance is fierce, more so than he's seen it since she climbed out of
that second story window, less so than when he held manacles around her throat
in a desperate bid for freedom. "Starin' en't ladylike, 'Lizbeth."
"Whomever you've been listening to on account of my habits has been telling
you the most heinous of lies, Jack."
He grunts a bit at that. "Spit it out."
"Will and I return to the Port together, under the sheltering auspice of
my father's title and the protective shield of Will's near monopoly.
He's the only metalsmith in town worth seeing. James. . .his men, those
who have served with him some while will still respect him and force the
issue of respect with others when they are within hearing range. But
they will not always be. And they have no influence over the society
of the town, from topmost to bottom. I know that you gave him the same
choice you gave Will and I and I know that he refused."
She hasn't come up here to give monologues, though, Jack feels certain.
He takes his second hand off the wheel--their course is straight for the
moment--peels a large swath of rind from the orange. "I won't be takin'
'is choices from 'im."
Her eyes flash mild horror at him. "No, I was hoping you could convince
him to change his mind. Of his own accord."
Jack muses on how wildly out of control rumors of his prowess must be if
she's even thinking to ask him this with a straight face. He keeps
one as well, (although laughter is tempting) because he's hardly going to
be the one to undo all that lore with a bit of uncontrolled emotion.
"Commodores'll do as they will, m'dear. That's 'ow they get t'be commodores."
"Hardly. They get that way by following orders to the letter."
Jack feels it distinctly unfair that he of all people has to be the one to
enlighten Elizabeth Turner to the actual nature of the British Royal Navy.
"That type never goes anywhere. It's the ones 'at know 'ow t'subvert
order while playin' at upholdin' it 'at go far and long." Jack's stomach
twists at the words. He looks accusingly at the orange, even as he
knows it is innocent. By way of reparation he pops a slice into his
mouth.
"You'll do nothing, then." Elizabeth's look is considerably more scathing
than the one he gave the orange. Jack feels she owes him an apology.
Preferably not by way of cannibalism.
Jack says, "Seems t'be what 'e wants," because Jack's plans are just that,
and not even the tension between Elizabeth's eyes can change that.
Not where James is concerned.
She tilts her head to one side. "Mm."
Jack takes another slice and widens his eyes. "What?"
"You never do what you say you'll do."
"I'm a man of m'word," Jack says. "Persimmon. Lolligag.
Maniacal. All good words."
"Indeed," Elizabeth says immediately before flouncing off.
Jack finishes his breakfast. Two days.
*
Jack, in a moment of less finesse than he would generally be willing to let
on, asks, "Takin' out duty, what've ye got t'return to, mate?"
James' eyes are dark in the late afternoon sun and they don't flicker from
the chess board on which Will has just thoroughly trounced him. Personally
Jack wouldn't have imagined the boy with either the tactical skills or the
patience for such a game. Then again, one of Jack's many amusements
in life is underestimating Will Turner. He sees no need to stop now
just because of more evidence to the contrary. "Tea.
I rather miss tea."
Jack takes this in stride. "I can pinch ye tea. All the tea ye
could possibly want. More 'an ye could ever dream. I've friends
at the East India, y'know?"
"Mm," James hums noncommittally. "I've noticed."
"Y'don't fancy goin' back."
James leans a bit to the side, surveying the board from another angle, silent
as a Protestant grave. Jack has reason to know that the ones here can
be considerably less taciturn.
"Is it that y'don't fancy stayin' 'ere, either? I've weathered worse
rejections." Jack holds back a wince even as the words slip past his
tongue. He doesn't bed his partners on Pearl and
he sure as hell doesn't give them ammunition with which to pierce the shell
of his reputation.
"Logic reversal or no, Jack, the man you hauled up out of the waters and
onto this boat for a bit of a morning. . .layabout, was and is British Naval
Officer James Norrington. Same with the man you had up against a tree
and in your bunk. A slightly battered version, I grant you, but you're
being paid, rather than doing the paying, so I'm hard pressed to see how
you can complain." James holds up a thoroughly unnecessary hand, as
Jack has absolutely no intention of interrupting just then. "You're
Captain Jack Sparrow, I know, I realize, but all the same. A bit tasteless
even for you, wouldn't you reckon? Either way, the moment I stay with
you is the moment I cease to be that man and then where would we be?
I'd have given up tea for rum, which I don't even particularly enjoy and
you'd be dropping me off at the next port. I haven't the spirit for
that just now."
Jack sinks cautiously to the deck, hoping to look graceful, doubting that
he does. "Yer title and the money 'ave nothing t'do with this."
"This?" James looks up from the board.
"With us findin' pleasure in each other."
"Ah."
"What would ye 'ave it be?"
"As you're the one extending an invitation to join your crew, perhaps you
ought to be the one thinking that over."
"Allow me some bit of rope more lengthy 'an that which I can hang myself
'pon, Commodore," Jack bites out. "I pulled ye out of a bloody cage,
would ye 'ave me stick ye back in another one?"
James blinks. "Perhaps I consider your choice of lifestyle, the constant
deeds that can end in naught but the rope to be its own
sort of cage."
"There're other options. Freedom is- She supports nearly a whole
world, if y'can find it."
"I would still." James stops. Moves stiffly in a motion that
Jack can't quite determine, a soothing of fabric ruffles, a sitting back.
"Aye?"
"Lose that which is still mine."
Jack stands. "Can't see as ye're terribly certain ye 'ave it now."
Across the deck Anamaria is tying knots. Jack goes to offer her aid
she doesn't need.
*
James pinions Jack up against the drawn curtains that evening, as though
he can see through the heavy velvet, as though being this close makes the
night tangible. He takes Jack with a degree of control and precision
that Jack isn't familiar with, has never taken the time to become familiar
with. Naval precision. Control.
When he's done, when Jack is just barely holding himself up by way of curtains
that are protesting the strain heartily, James doesn't let go, doesn’t pull
back and the illusion of control is shattered in that momentary hesitation
that becomes ever so much longer than a moment. Jack stays still for
as long as he can, as long as muscles too long trained into action will allow
and then prays, "James."
James' hands fall free, the skin where they were cold under the onslaught
of humid night air. Another inch or so backward and the two men are
no longer touching, although Jack knows precisely where James is in relation
to him. Knows just how much it would take to remedy the situation.
Jack turns, motions to the bed.
James shakes his head. "Perhaps I'd best not."
"I'd say the. . .damage is already well done." Jack smiles his most
lascivious smile.
"It is one thing, in the Navy, to partake of the pleasure of another man's
company. That is. . .a necessity of the flesh, I suppose one might
describe it as such. Lying in his bed, however, that is a sin, one
punishable in the criminal courts, as I'm sure you well know. You've
had your way. I'm as at risk for hanging as you. I'd prefer not
to continue such action that brands me so."
Jack uses his only line of defense against the oncoming of the military into
this man whom he has known for a very short number of days in any manner
that counts. He smirks. "Say that t'my face and I'll be lettin' you
sleep anywhere ye want, safe an' comfy with yer fancy ideology."
In fairness to him, James gives it a good go. He thrusts his chin up
and lowers his eyes slightly so that the lids are near to closing but it's
obvious he's looking at Jack with his best visage of disdain. He begins,
"The actions we've been indulging in are-"
"Criminal?" Jack prompts.
James abandons his diatribe. "Is what I've done to you so unforgivable
that you will leave me nothing by way of retribution?"
"There was that tryin'-t'-hang me business."
"That was hardly personal."
"Suggestin' this is?"
"I don't imagine it would be quite so much of a sin--nor half so much a risk--if
it weren't. But maybe I have been mistaken in reading the situation.
You are a difficult man to understand at times, Captain Sparrow." James's
voice is soft in its broken dignity, the promise of command struggling against
a need for rest, shelter, cessation of things at which Jack can only guess.
"Not so difficult as all that, luv."
"I can't stay."
"We both well know y'can. It's what y'will do that matters."
Funny, Jack's never thought about that before, about the fact that he most
likely could have walked away from Pearl.
He just wasn't willing to live with the consequences. Jack waits now,
to see if this man is willing.
James turns and walks to the door. Makes it all the way there.
Puts his hand to the knob. Checks to make sure the locks are secure,
turns back into the room and pulls himself into the bed, onto the exact same
position that Jack has claimed. Jack doesn't move one muscle in protest.
*
Jack is all manner of entangled in body parts upon waking. It takes
more than a moment for him to figure out where he ends and James begins.
Having figured that out, he begins to slowly extract himself, hopefully without
waking James.
James, however, has an obvious sixth sense that Jack is intent on inquiring
after just as soon as the more mundane but pressing details of how the man
plans to live his life from here on out are settled. James turns his
head without moving the rest of himself, looking to the windows, which are
still covered. Jack removes the rest of his limbs from their confinement
and slinks across the room to remedy that fact.
Outside the sun is climbing happily, if a bit more lazily than Anamaria,
into the crow's nest. Jack thinks she's got the right of it and moves
to find his clothing. He knows he put it somewhere last night.
James rolls from the bunk, taking the largest covering with him to keep a
cover around his waist. Jack pouts. James ignores him.
James unintentionally distracts Jack from his quest for clothes by way of
his unfolding his own neat pile of clothing and putting them on with a briskness
and efficiency that Jack both defines by the word "commodore" and has trouble
understanding in this man just at this moment.
Jack asks, "Was that always what y'wanted? Men salutin' t'ye?
Callin' y'sir?" His tone has a bit of an affected lilt, a bit of jive
to it, but Jack's deadly serious and if James can read that then Jack is
more right about this man than he wants to be.
James buttons the top button on his shirt, obscuring a good part of his neck.
"I always wanted to get beyond the walls of my mother and father's house."
For a moment Jack is back in the too-hot slums of his mother's domain.
His mother who begat him of a man with higher birth than one William Turner
but never climbed out of her second story window the way Elizabeth Turner
did. Jack had often wanted back in those walls, where the women never
jeered at him for his half-Spaniard skin and the not-quite cockney accent
that his mother had brought from someplace London that she'd obviously thought
worse.
The children on the street did more than jeer.
'Course Jack's mum had toughened him up, right through to when she nearly
killed him with a dulled butcher's knife in the last days of the syphilis.
Not a soft woman, she. Jack missed her when he let himself think on
it. "The sea," he says, forcing himself not to.
"The sea," James agrees. "Nobody wanted this post. Too far from
civilization."
"Is it so very far?"
"They tell me so."
"And ye?"
"It was a command. Lieutenant with promise of Captaincy."
"Nothin' so grand as Commodore in mind."
"Had I known it meant largely giving up the sea I'm sure I'd have found some
way to destroy my career path."
Jack blinks. "My 'elp with the Interceptor notwithstanding?"
"My record until you was pristine."
Jack can't determine from where the bitterness in that statement derives.
He steers away from issues of law and order, for once not because it benefits
him. He has a letter for that. "Sea's a large place, mate."
"It's about more than freedom."
Jack doesn't say anything.
"I protect those in my care."
Jack's gaze flickers back to the window. Will is brushing Diamond,
Elizabeth hanging lazily over the mare's back, directly in her husband's
way. Cotton's at the stern, his back to Jack, and Joseph is attending
to the sails, his eyes sweeping upward every once in a while to where Anamaria's
hair plays at obeisance to the wind. "Them 'at ye protect. They
return the favor?"
"Some of us-" James begins, but Jack's face whips back to where the man is
standing, now fully dressed.
"Enjoy the pleasures of martyrdom?"
James' eyes narrow. He walks directly past Jack and out the cabin door,
managing to avoid even the slightest hint of contact.
*
At dusk Jack is lolling about the deck, splitting his attention between Pearl
and the magnificent light show the islands have seen fit to give this evening.
Rarely able to stand the last few moments of sunset, either for their brightness
or for the disappearance of the sun, Jack slips below deck where he finds
James allowing Diamond to lick sugar cubes from his hand. Jack asks,
"With what'd ye bribe young Mr. Turner?"
"The purchase of another sword."
Jack has seen James's hand steal to his side not in a motion of defensiveness
but more of a man looking for assurance, more than once over the length of
their journey. "Ye'd've ordered one all the same."
"It would be most appreciated if you could forego mentioning that to him."
"The lad knows. 'E's not half so feeble as 'e looks, 'at one."
Which has been more the pity for Jack several times over.
"I thought perhaps the fact that he pities me could go unspoken between us.
I see that I was mistaken. My fault."
Jack's jaw burns from a reflexive tension that he doesn't remember having
until recently. "James-"
"You were right, of course. Seems that you often are when it comes
down to it being between the two of us. Right and in the right place
and next to the right people. I could possibly fit a few surplus examples
in there, but if you haven't the wit to tease my meaning out then I don't
think it will matter."
"'Leastways ye've found yer Naval vocabulary. Was it down 'ere in the
hold?"
"You're the one person in the world that I've the ability to be disgraceful
while in his presence. Indulge me."
That brings Jack up short. "Ye were sayin' something t'the effect of
my bein' right, I do believe?"
"I do need my job, my purpose, to be something more than the honoring of
my own desires."
"Somethin' more is one thing."
"You suggest, however, that my role in the Navy is something entirely apart
from that, I presume?"
"I presume it's past time as ye were t'be makin' yer own presumptions."
"My brother died last year."
"Deepest condolences," Jack allows, rolling with the change of subjects,
as James has proven himself not to be a terribly tangential man.
"Without heirs."
"Eunuch?" The word falls off of Jack's tongue before he has the chance
to catch it.
Luckily, James takes no offense. "Couldn't say. We weren't terribly
close."
"An' yet despite this lack of familial ties, 'e's left ye quite wealthy?"
James's smile is a flash of teeth in the ever-darkening hold. "Once
a pirate."
"Always," Jack confirms. "And 'avin' no wife, ye've nearly anythin'
t'do with this tidy little stash o' yers."
"Nearly anything," James says the words without tone, without any inflection
as to just how promising they are.
Somehow, Jack knows better. "Ye've a day to think."
"No, it's back to the Port first. I'll not start out a new life by
merely shirking the duty of the old. It would be-"
"Liberatin'?"
"I was going to say pointless."
Jack leans back against the wall of the hold. "Found yerself, 'ave
ye?"
"No," James's voice comes nearer. "No. But someone. I've
found someone." The voice is in Jack's ear.
*
Jack's in the nest with Elizabeth when the Port comes into plain's-eye view.
She says, with neither inflection nor tone, "Home."
Keeping most of what the word brings to mind locked inside his head, Jack
says, "Yer father's waitin', I'll warrant. By the window."
"He won't like my hair."
"Don't like mine either an' we get along all right."
Elizabeth looks sideways at him. "If by all right you encompass his
having tried to hang you."
Jack whirls a hand. "All in th'past, m'dear."
"And you walked away."
Jack takes the same hand that has just stopped whirling and uses it to turn
her face to his. "Ye shall too, 'Lizbeth."
"We've no Pearl waiting for us."
Unaccountably, Jack feels as though he's been slapped. Without good
purpose. "She sailed 'alfway 'round these Islands for t'find yerself."
"If you think I've no idea of what my father paid, Jack Sparrow-"
"Yer father's not 'alf so pretty as y'are."
"If I didn't know better, I would think you were asking me to trust you."
"Lucky for both of us that y'do."
"Yes," Elizabeth says slowly. "Lucky."
"I'll jus' be-" Jack swings himself out of the nest and onto the rope allowing
for his descent. He's two rungs down when her hand catches the one
wrist of his still within reaching limits.
"Thank you."
"Ye've an idea of what the goin' price was, I do believe."
She doesn't say, "not for the rescue," or, "for the more current offer,"
or even, "impossible man." She doesn't say anything.
Jack nods. "'S'long way down. Fancy gettin' yerself pulled?"
She lets go of his hand.
*
James helps with the docking procedures, as at ease with each of the manual
tasks as though he's been practicing every one of the long years that he's
held commands which "privileged" him with the right to avoid such things.
He disappears then, back inside Pearl. Jack finds
this interesting, as the man has no personal items on board, nothing to gather
and carry off the ship.
Jack locates James in his bunk, the curtains drawn so that only one daring
enough to enter would know. Jack is, among other things, rather daring.
He says, "Guv'ner's waitin' at the plank along with some mighty purdy Naval
pups and everyone's hidin'. Some message I could relay? A point
on personal hygiene, perhaps?"
James turns briskly to face Jack. "The Turners are hiding?"
"In Pearl's belly, with me other jewel, Diamond."
"Of course." James draws himself up even more stiffly than his carriage
of a moment ago and Jack is afraid that should he brush by anything, one
of the many trinkets that Jack has littered his space with, Jack's sun-and-wind
roughened jacket, that the man will shatter. James manages to nod resolutely
without his head breaking off, though, and say, "Right. I'm most likely
failing in my duty by not offering an escort-"
"They can make it from the ship t'the bloody dock without ye holdin' their
hands, James." Jack doesn't bother drowning his annoyance in charm
or faux-effeteness. His days are up.
"I'm capable as well, but here you are."
"Ye make it hard for a man t'decide if ye're jus' stupid with enough polish
t'cover it stunningly, or scared out of yer disgustingly well-trained wits."
James doesn't even give Jack the pleasure of a blink. "Perhaps it is
both. If you'll excuse me?"
Jack thinks about playing that card, about standing in the man's way, forcing
James to set his fingers to Jack and move him by way of raw touch.
In the end, though, that option feels no better than tying James to the bed
with ropes that will wear at his skin and pretending that the choice to stay
is the bleeding man's. Jack steps out of the way. James tears
past him in that contained way that Jack has only ever seen one man manage.
As the door is opening, as James is losing his ability to turn away from
the things he knows, the things he fears, Jack opens his mouth to say, "Pleasure
sailin' with ye, Commodore," and finds James pouring the words, "The pleasure
was completely mine, I assure you, Sparrow," back into the cabin.
When Jack's opened his eyes from squeezing them shut against words that aren't
visible in the first place, he lopes up to the deck and watches from the
railing as Elizabeth and Will and James are received into the arms of a world
that no longer has anything but customary politic greetings to give them.
*
"Interestin' time to be pickin' up a habit o' compassion, Jack." Anamaria
makes the observation as though she's questioning something she read on a
port manifesto. Anamaria can't read though, not words. She's
all too good at reading the rest.
"The whelp an' 'is girl did save me neck a fine stretchin'," Jack points
out. He's not terribly interested in discussing his choice to wait
a bit before going into the governmental center of Port Royal looking for
the rest of his reward. He's not terribly sure he has anything to say
about the decision.
"Though t'was her father who thought t'see ye there in the first place."
"'Imself an' the Commodore." Jack isn't sure if he's reminding her
or himself. Either way, it probably needs saying.
"Mm, and now one's paying ye and the other's. . ."
With a silent curse, Jack realizes he's walked into a trap of Anamaria's
devising without even noticing that she was laying it in the first place.
"I'm t'The Crooked Billet. Joinin'?"
Anamaria smirks. "Maybe later. When ye're drunk 'nough t'appreciate
me company."
Jack doesn't insist as he normally would. Nor does he search out Joseph,
who will no doubt smirk in that very same manner. Well, perhaps not.
Joseph is amazingly discreet for a man who lives on a ship with others nearly
all the days of the year. He doesn't even think to find Gibbs or Ben,
just heads off to the pub most charitable to visitors of the less distinguished
sort on Port Royal's shores.
It doesn’t take him very long to find what he's after once he's there.
No sooner has he settled himself at a table, slumped back into the chair
in what The Code deems The Stance of Ownership, does a pretty-enough young
barmaid come up to him, lean over the table just enough to accomplish a little
advertising, and say, "C'n I get y'somethin' t'drink, sir?"
"Rum," Jack says, with a peremptory sweep of his eyes that lets it be known
what he's thinking about having with his rum. Later, of course.
Thankfully, she doesn't giggle. Jack appreciates girlish laughter as
much as the next man, more if the next man is Joseph, who doesn't seem terribly
impressed by that sort of thing. Tonight, though, it's not what he
wants to hear. She flicks an appreciative smile at him and glides off,
"Rum, then."
When she brings it back it's actually decent and Jack figures he should offer
to bed more of the serving girls at this place. The usual is a watered
down monstrosity that Jack can generally only force himself to drink one
or two of, his loyalty to true rum overcoming his desire for the pleasant
haze that will accompany anything with fermentation so long as he drinks
enough of it.
Jack stops ordering after the second one, because the girl, "Bets is me name,"
gets the idea and just keeps bringing them, requested or no. Jack is
just fine with that sort of initiative, particularly as it is a precursor
to her coming and getting him when she's ready.
Jack's well past ready. There's been a group of Navy boys slumming
it in the far right corner of the Billet and Jack hasn't been watching them,
certainly, why would he watch them, he has a Letter of Marque, does he not?
Still, when Bets lets the laces of dress go and Jack cups his hands around
a breast that he appreciates on an aesthetic level, he's more ready than
this moment in the proceedings would suggest as appropriate. He's hardly
a lad of fourteen.
Bets doesn't seem to notice, or if she does, it's merely in a grateful manner,
as Jack makes everything quick and hard and when he slides in that first
time Bets brings her hand to her mouth and bites on the tender part of the
palm, the only tender part of the whole hand, to stop her scream from going
anywhere that isn't between the two of them. When she lets go her teeth
there's skin parted from the whole on her hand and she moans, "'Arder."
Jack doesn’t ask if she's sure.
*
Bets, accommodating girl that she is, gives Jack a lovely blowjob upon waking.
Jack throws his head back and keeps his eyes open for fear of what he will
see if he closes them.
She leaves off with a kiss and a wink and no words. Jack would appreciate
talking, her silence opens spaces he has no desire to step into.
Then she's gone and Jack has no reason at all not to head to the Governor's
house. No reason not to pick up his swag, get back to his ship, be
on his merry way. No reason. He pulls on his trousers, buttons
up his boots good an' proper, and takes a stroll the long way around the
Port. It can be a pretty town, after all. If one looks hard.
Ever so coincidentally, Jack's morning walk-about brings him to the front
of young William's new smithy. Jack steps inside, wondering if maybe
he ought to commission something. Sword like that could take a week,
easy. . .
"Jack?"
"Captain Sparrow, if you please," Jack says from reflex before he remembers
that the only person he's likely to be talking to in this shop is Will.
Who rolls his eyes at the eminently respectable pirate. "What's your
business, Jack?"
"Bloody youngsters. Haven't yer elders taught ye nothin' better'an
t'treat yer customers with respect?"
"Customer?" Will lifts an eyebrow.
"Ye think I wouldn't like me a Turner sword?"
"Everybody wants a Turner sword. Even those who whisper outside my
door that I've been sodomized by the very devil and am currently impregnating
my wanton whore of a wife with his seed, begotten to me through my arse."
Jack is careful not to wince at this careful recitation of charges.
"Ye've only been back a day and that's what they've already imagined up?
Busy little town, yer Port is." Not so terribly different from any
other, at that. Jack doesn't have anything better to say. Except,
"Then why shouldn't I want meself one as well, savvy?"
"He's already ordered one, commissioned before we were even off Pearl,
and as I haven't yet started the work, I find it highly unlikely that you'll
accidentally run into each other at this locale. Just on the chance
that hits upon your purpose of being here."
"I really do want a sword," Jack says brightly. "Your father-in-law's
well providin' the means, if that's what's keepin' ye."
Will exhales slowly. "What type of sword?"
"Strong but light, small, tricky, pretty but not fancy."
"I have orders ahead of you."
"Haven't got any 'mmediate business elsewheres.
'Ow long, ye suppose?"
"At least-" Will stops himself. "Oh. Two, three weeks,
probably. Enough time for you to sail and come back. I'll keep
it for you, of course. That I owe you."
For the first time in Jack's memory, the feel of someone else's debt to him
is sticky, slimy, something that he wants to flee from and yet can't.
"Think I'll stay any'ow. Close at least. There's things t'be
done 'round these parts."
"You and your letter. A sure plan to drive the poor boys up at the
fort completely crazy."
Jack smiles, his first real smile in days. Two. "Don't know what
ye're talkin' 'bout, Will."
"And I don't know why you're staying." Will smiles back, his being
more tight, structured. He thumbs through the very few swords laying
around, mostly display models. He picks one out and tosses it at Jack.
"Fancy playing at pirates and Very Young Blacksmiths With Moral Prerogatives?"
"C'n I be the pirate?" Jack asks.
Will strikes the first blow.
*
Jack loses four members of his crew to a nearby merchant vessel when he announces
his intention to stick around a bit. Jack pities the poor merchant,
but otherwise isn't much moved by this happenstance. Anamaria is staying--largely,
Jack assumes--because she has caught on to the fact that she has near free
reign to mock Jack and is hardly likely to pass on such a chance. Joseph
stays because Anamaria's caught him well an' good. Jack's nearly envious.
Were he to say so aloud, he would emphasize the nearly.
Ben stays because Ben enjoys land every bit as much as he enjoys water and
is ambivalent as to which he'd rather be on at any given time. Also,
there is something about a fisherman's daughter that Ben admits to in the
throws of rum-induced ecstasy. To which Jack cautions, "'M not gettin'
ye outta the muck should 'er father come after yerself."
Ben just grins his too-young-for-his-own-good Young Man's grin. And
drinks some more rum.
Gibbs and Cotton stay because Gibbs and Cotton love Pearl
with a devotion that comes close to matching Jack's and of all the reasons
to stay, theirs is the one Jack appreciates the most; particularly as he
senses the underlying thread of loyalty to Jack himself embedded in the justification.
The necessity of leaving thrown off for a bit, Jack goes up to the Governor's
mansion that second day, strolls in and waits to be announced. Jack
doesn't really need announcing so far as he's concerned, but there's something
just a little grandiose in the tradition, and Jack appreciates the grandiose.
The Governor is even thinner than when Jack last saw him, although much more
neatly attired. His bearing is regal, and Jack stands a bit to the
side, just in case the buttons on the man's coat should burst in protest
of the man's rigidly held breast. Jack, feeling like he can afford
to be polite given what he's about to receive, bows in his most overdone
fashion. "Guv'nor Swann."
When he comes back up to meet the man's eyes, he's smiling. "Captain
Sparrow."
Jack, for some reason that he has no interest in pursuing, doesn't feel up
to being made a hero. "There's the matter of-"
"Yes, of course. I thought it best if I had some men bring it to your
ship? Later in the day, perhaps?"
"I'm headin' 'er way once I take m'leave." She's usually the first
thing Jack attends to once docked in any port. He's been appallingly
remiss, something he sees fit to remedy come this afternoon.
"They can follow you back then. I suppose that will meet your needs?"
"Swimmin'ly." Jack smiles the most charming smile he knows.
Either the smile or the situation causes the Governor to stutter. Jack
wouldn't put it past either. "Would you- I mean, that is.
Well. I'm having a dinner party this evening."
"Don't clean up very nicely."
"Elizabeth tells me differently."
Jack catches himself before letting the "interfering minx" that really wants
to slip past his lips go. "No doubt some sort of gratitude on 'er part."
"All the same, it really would oblige me should you join us. My-
William says you'll not be leaving any time in the immediate future and the
both of them would be overjoyed."
Jack has an overwhelming sense of déjà vu as he inclines his
head. It should be impossible, he knows, to still owe the Turners anything
and yet, somehow, with this man that Elizabeth cares so very much for smiling
like it is a lost art here in front of Jack's eyes, Jack can do nothing but
ask, "Seven?"
*
In hindsight, Jack realizes, he most like should have asked what the technical
definition for the term "us" was. Jack has a deep and meaningful acquaintance
with the fluidity of words and is generally careful to chase at them until
they sit still beneath his feet and behave as he wishes them to. Evidently,
he's been preoccupied of late.
We, as it turns out, includes a certain Commodore James Norrington.
Who, to Jack's mild pleasure, looks equally chagrined at his own lack of
pursuit of the full situation.
There's no rum on offer, but there's brandy aplenty, and Jack intends full
well to keep it flowing. James, unsurprisingly, will not touch the
stuff and Jack wants to say, "Whoever yer father was, 'e weren't ye," but
James walked off his ship without so much as a, "Perhaps we shall see each
other. On these waters," and for all his flexibility, Jack knows his
own breaking points. Has seen them once or twice more than he's cared
to. Twice or three times more than he will most likely ever admit.
Elizabeth looks resplendent and shuttered in a dress that Jack would put
money on being new, on having waited for her day after day as she didn't
come back in the hopes that it would one day know the sensation of sliding
over skin. The Governor can't keep his eyes from flitting to her, watching
her move in ways that she never used to, more contained, more edgy, more
subdued, more prickly. Jack takes her hand and kisses it rather inappropriately
on the soft underside where palm meets thumb. She takes her hand back
not so quickly as she should.
When the hand is free, Will takes it, eyes Jack. "Funny thing about
swords. The worst ones always look the sturdiest. Until a fight,
that is. Truth always comes out at the most disastrous of times."
Jack takes the hint. The one he chooses to take, rather. He discards
the other one. The boy hasn’t the slightest clue of what he speaks,
Jack is sure. Nevermind that Elizabeth stands with her shoulder to
his, that her eyes speak an old language whenever he's near. Women
are different creatures, and Jack surely compliments Will on his ability
to meld to Elizabeth's needs, to have her respond to his, but blood-of-a-pirate
or no, they are land creatures most days, land creatures with land ways.
Neither Jack nor James is either, and the rules are not merely different,
they are nearly abject from the point of view of those who do not live them.
The brandy is burning in Jack's throat, that spot that it should tickle at
and pass. James has been safely commandeered by the Governor and Jack
slips onto the terrace despite the fact of the dining room being quite adequately
cooled by the night breezes wafting through the space. He can see Pearl
from the verandah, would be able to feel her even if he couldn't.
In the second that it occurs to him that he can feel James behind him, obviously
no longer being held hostage by polite pre-dinner conversation, Jack wonders
what it means that this man calls to him like his ship, cruel and welcoming,
indifferent and passionate, part and parcel of Jack's desire for life.
Jack says, "Somethin' more ye thought of t'say, Commodore?"
James does not move closer. "There's been a commission-" and then,
"I can't say it with you calling me that."
"'Tis yer title, is it not? Or did they take that, as ye feared?"
Jack winces at his own cruelty. There's no dignity in attacking the
forsaken, and Jack may not care a great deal for dignity, but he recognizes
its occasional importance.
"I requested demotion."
Jack rests the brandy on the railing so as not to drop it. "Not very
ambitious of ye."
"Jack."
Jack relents. He doesn’t want to, thinks he'll regret it, but this
man is asking him, asking him with words that only Jack can hear, and like
the call of the water under Pearl, of her unfurled sails
in the black of night, he answers. "James."
"The Navy is intent on knowing Spain's secrets. The movement of her
ships, her contacts on the islands, other issues of import."
"Commodores en't spies, now are they?"
"Duty and freedom." James breathes the words like pure oxygen.
They sound like kisses, although Jack has no idea why they should.
James tells him though. "I- I informed the Navy that I could
find my own ship to work off of, a ship from which no Spaniard in his right
mind would suspect the British Navy to be spying."
Jack doesn't say anything, don't turn around. He can't, the words haven't
formed themselves into a semblance of sense yet, and he's afraid that if
he says something it will come out in gibberish and James will walk away.
Jack isn't ready to do that a second time. He's not sure when he will
be ready.
James says hesitantly, "Of course if you refuse there are other options.
I have, like I said, quite a personal fortune-"
"James."
"Jack."
"They're prob'ly waitin' for us, don't ye imagine?"
"Waiting?"
"Dinner. Food at a table, pleasant company, I realize it's been sometime
away from the whirlwind of society that ye're used to, but I hardly think
I should have to-"
"Punish me by saying no, Jack. Not by making me sit at that table and
having to be polite while I wonder what judgment you shall bring down on
me."
Jack walks to him then, brings his lips so near that they should be kissing.
Should be doesn't mean they are. "I should tell ye no just fer believin'
I would."
He walks into the dining room without touching James, without looking back.
Elizabeth asks, "Have you lost James?"
Jack smiles his most merry-fool smile. "'E's lost 'imself, luv.
'E'll be in so soon as 'e finds it."
*
Will doesn't play around with Jack's blade upon giving it over, just says,
"Made to your order," with a quick slide in and out of the scabbard before
handing it to Jack, blade-side first. Jack can feel the sword even
beneath the sheathing. It feels like the grain of Pearl's
wheel, the hair of Diamond's tail, the lines of James' palms. His.
Too powerful to be his. His alone.
Jack promises Will to be careful with it in words that aren't meant to reassure
and that Jack senses somehow do all the same. Jack has been on land
for weeks now, though, and there isn't time for regret, not when the waves
are pulling at him as surely as they are the sand.
"My best to 'Lizbeth." Jack tips his hat. Will bows. Jack
gets himself out of the shop, striding with each step further from where
conventions mean anything into the arms of his ship and nearly those of Anamaria,
who is seeing to all the last-minute preparations of leave taking.
She peers down at Jack's waist. "That's what we were all waiting for,
eh?"
"Ye'll know why the first time we find ourselves in a bit of a scrape, m'dear."
Anamaria scowls. "Such as the one y'plan on 'avin' wit' the stowaway
in yer cabin?"
Jack has to keep his feet on the ground, where they are. They want
to prance. They want to run to his cabin. Somehow, despite the
fact that James made it patently clear that he would be joining Pearl
come her point of departure, Jack's feet were evidently unconvinced.
Jack suspects this might hearken back to the reactions of his brain, but
it's far easier to blame things on his feet. Their feelings aren't
injured quite so effortlessly. "Now, now Ana. 'At's part of our
crew ye're making insinuations toward."
"Part of our crew." For a large man, Joseph's movements are often deceptively
quiet.
"Of sorts," Jack hedges.
Anamaria's eyes harden. Joseph's biceps tighten. Jack is immune
to neither. "We're escortin' 'im, ye might say. And nones are
t'know he en't part of our crew. Nor 'is name, possibly, but we'll
be workin' at those details soon 'nough, I'magine."
"I don’t 'ave words for the foolishness 'at is ye, Jack Sparrow. An'
if I 'ad any sense t'all-"
"If any of us finished the sentence the way I imagine you plan to, none of
us would be on this ship, beautiful as she may be." James's voice cuts
through Jack from behind him and Jack finds it impossible to turn, aware
that if he does he shall do something unforgivable, such as smile at the
man, make it clear how very glad he is to hear his pretentious, un-lilting
speech.
Instead he says, "'At cultured tone of yers'll never do, Commodore."
"Lieutenant. But I would prefer-"
Jack turns to him, interrupts, "And ye most certainly can't roam the places
we're t'go lookin' so well groomed."
"I'm certain you'll be more than pleased to destroy what's left of who I
am in due time once this ship has made sea."
"Destroy ye, is it?" Jack asks softly, mockingly. He hears footsteps
behind him, but he can't be bothered to see whether they indicate Anamaria
and Joseph's leaving, or others coming.
James says, "Can you think of another name for it, Captain?"
Jack has a sudden memory of the first time he ever touched gold, his surprise
at the way it bent beneath his fingers, his momentary fear that he had broken
something so valuable, so luminous. "Reshape," Jack answers, "I plan
t'reshape ye."