"From this nettle, we pluck this flower" (1/1) by: Arsenic
Key words: Slash (K/Sk)
Rating: ADULT
Spoilers: Anasazi, Paper Clip, and Tunguska
Disclaimer: Krycek and Skinner most unfortunately do not belong
to me. No copyright infringement is intended.
Summary: alternative ending to Tunguska
Feedback: Would be lovely (babymars@collegeclub.com)
Author's Notes: Rating and classification mean what they say,
please do not read if you are under 18 or offended by m/m sex.
Endless thanks to Jamwired, my beta and (far more importantly)
best friend, this one is for her.
^^^
Krycek held the glare until he was certain that Skinner was out of
viewing range. Given that certainty, he proceeded to double up as
far as he could without pulling his wrist out of the socket and
moaned into his knees. He stayed like that, trying to regulate his
breathing for several moments on end. Eventually, the dark swirls
lurking in his brain started to die down, and the pain became a hum,
making its presence known in his body, rather than a bright point of
unadulterated agony. Able to straighten up with some effort,
Krycek went back to glaring in the direction of the apartment. *So
much for being a fair player, eh, Skinner? I wasn't precisely in a
position to fight back, now, was I?* Unfortunately, the part of his
mind that he was trying his best to ignore was well aware that it was
fair play, just different for being defined by revenge as a motive.
After all, Skinner hadn't precisely had a chance to fight back in the
stairwell, had he? //We're not even yet, boy.// Krycek sighed and
gave up glaring, it wasn't much fun when nobody was there to see it
anyway.
^^^
Skinner saw Mulder out and went into the kitchen to make some
coffee. Krycek was right about one thing, it was frigid out there.
Just the few seconds he had spent on the balcony made him wish he
had taken the time to put on a shirt and some socks. He poured
heated water into a clean mug and stirred in the tiny coffee granules.
Pressing his hands against the mug, he brought the heat up near to
his face. He drank the coffee slowly, one small sip after the other.
He concentrated on the heat, deep almond scent, and satisfyingly
bitter taste, carefully keeping his mind from the man who, in all
likelihood, was busy contracting hypothermia on his balcony.
*Jesus, Walter, a couple of inches to the side and you could have
killed him....* He wondered whether the miss had been accidental,
or there had been some remnants of sanity lingering with him in
those moments after Mulder had closed the door. He desperately
hoped it was the latter. It was comforting to think that he was
somewhat in control of his own actions.
*Of course you're in control; what else is keeping you from going
out there and killing the little shit, do you think?* Unfortunately,
therein lied the problem. It wasn't that he was actively keeping
himself from going out there and beating Krycek into a bloody mess,
it was that, now, having released the majority of his hostility, it
didn't even seem all that attractive anymore. Skinner shook his
head, *You're getting soft.* He set the cup in the sink, promising
himself he would clean it in the morning and headed to the bed he
had vacated at Mulder's knock.
^^^
*You have such a nice way of saying thank you, Mulder.* It was
the fifth or sixth variation he'd come up with on the theme of Mulder
as an ingrate in the hour (two hours? he was having trouble telling)
that he'd spent on the balcony. The venom was missing though.
Krycek's mind brought up a picture of the scales of justice: on one
side was Bill Mulder; the other had a couple of receipts and a black
rock in it. The scales tipped towards Mulder. *Man, oh man, we
are being maudlin this evening, aren't we?* Krycek would have
been tempted to smack the voice in his head, had he had a tangible
target. *I'm freezing, I haven't eaten in over forty eight hours, and
everybody seems to have gone out and bought a game of 'let's beat
the shit out of Krycek;' I'm allowed to be fucking maudlin if I want.
Or anything else for that matter.*
Krycek made a face; fighting with one's self was not a pastime for
the sane in his opinion. Especially seeing that he imagined Mulder
as doing it all the time. Aware that he couldn't feel himself making
the exasperated face, Krycek gingerly tried flexing the fingers in
each hand. It took a while, but he managed to pry the hand holding
his coat away and restore circulation. He bit his lip to keep from
moaning at the vicious needles jabbing every millimeter of the skin's
surface on that hand. A moment later, he was praying for those
needles to make a repeat appearance on his other hand. No such
luck. *Shit, please let me have a hand by morning, please.* He
didn't take the time to wonder who he was asking. As he saw it, the
fact that he had been an atheist since childhood had nothing to do
with the fact that he had a tendency to appeal to a higher power in
emergency situations.
Exhausted, Krycek burrowed his good hand in the folds of his
jacket, pulling his body into as fetal a position as could be reached.
Letting his head droop into his body, he began to breathe heavily in
and out. His breath was scorching against the bare skin of his
fingers and neck, diffusing a mild warmth through his body. He
wondered how long he could keep this up before he passed out from
oxygen deprivation. Then again, passing out didn't seem like such a
horrid idea at the moment.
^^^
Skinner jolted up, unsure of what had awoken him. Calming his
breathing, he listened for anything out of the ordinary. It didn't take
him long to hear what sounded like a muted human shout. *What
the...SHIT!!!* Skinner flew out of bed and down the stairs,
practically ripping the door to the balcony off the track. *If anyone
has heard you, you are dead Krycek, dead.* He was just about to
tell the former agent to shut the hell up when he caught sight of
Krycek's face. He was screaming alright, but not for aid in escaping
Skinner. The older man could have sworn he was listening to
Krycek's verbal attempt at escaping whatever black-souled angels
his subconscious was conjuring. Skinner leaned over and gave the
man a firm shake. Krycek's neck snapped back at the same moment
his eyes popped open. Seeing the large figure standing over him, he
began to claw with his free arm and kick. The fact that his other
arm was not free was sending him into a panic. Skinner easily
defeated his struggles, the other man's arms and legs not responding
to neural commands as they usually would in their present frozen
state. Pinning the flailing limbs with one hand, Skinner grasped the
back of Krycek's head with the other and forced him to focus on the
older man. Skinner started to speak in low, soothing tones, not
wanting to worsen the sheer terror evident in the dilated eyes of the
man chained to his balcony.
"Krycek, Alex, it's ok; you're safe; nobody can find you here. Do
you remember where you are? This is my apartment. We're on the
seventeenth floor, nobody can get to you here...." He kept going,
mumbling the words, not questioning why he was doing it. After all,
he had to keep Krycek calm, didn't he? Wouldn't want the
neighbors inquiring. And the fact that he wanted nothing more than
to hold Krycek and force him to believe that he was safe and cared
for was a normal AD thing, wasn't it? After all, Alex had been one
of his agents at one point...G-d Alex's eyes were mind-blowing, even
in the midst of a panic attack. The green glittered even against the
pre-dawn darkness. *What the hell, Walter? Why are you thinking
about Krycek's eyes?* Well, he stepped in to defend himself, he had
been staring at them for some time now in an effort to calm the
younger man. Idly, he wondered if the Guinness Book of World
Records had a page for self-delusion.
^^^
"Ok, it's ok, shhhh, you're safe....." The words were starting to
penetrate the fear. Krycek was relieved to feel his breathing slow
and sanity peek in to see if it was okay to return. He hated the dark.
Ever since North Dakota (his mind skittered around actually voicing
the word), he slept with the lights on. It had not gone unnoticed by
him or his subconscious that the streetlights were seventeen floors
down. His eyes focused, and Krycek recognized the speaker of the
words he had been hanging onto as something of a lifeline. *What
the...?* Krycek could say with a fair amount of confidence that next
to Scully, Walter Skinner was the LAST person on earth he would
expect to take pity on him. Feeling the large hands sturdily pinning
him to the concrete base of the balcony and forcing his head
forward, Krycek involuntarily flinched, remembering his last contact
of a physical nature with this man. He was surprised to find himself
ashamed at the grimace that passed over Skinner's features.
"Glad to see you with us again," the voice was gruff and carried not
the smallest hint of sarcasm. Krycek fought down the urge to
respond with a smart-ass comment.
"Th-thank y-you," he stuttered the words through badly chattering
teeth. It was a moment before either of them moved. Skinner got
up and walked inside, and Krycek attempted to curl up again,
planning strategies of staying awake. He was too shocked to do
anything but gape when Skinner returned to the balcony, handcuff
key in hand. With a gentleness that Krycek would not have guessed
existed in the ex-marine, Skinner unlocked the cuff and brought the
hand down to where blood could reach it, but refused to let go.
Strong, almost too-warm fingers moved in delicate circles, avoiding
the chafed area, revitalizing sensation in the palm and each of his
fingers. *I should struggle, try and get out of here; he's in boxers,
no gun; I could do it...* Krycek wondered who he thought he was
kidding; boxers or no, the AD was twice Krycek's size and had
probably eaten and slept a hell of a lot better than himself of late.
Besides, reluctant as he may have been to admit it, he had missed
physical affection. Skinner may merely have been trying to help him
keep his hand, but the last time anyone had touched him to do
something besides hit him had been months ago. To give up the
comfort of this moment in a futile attempt at escape was asking too
much.
"C'mon," the deep, even voice intruded on his musings. "Let's get
you inside."
^^^
Without letting go of Krycek's wrist, Skinner stood up and pulled
the other man's arm around his waist. He deftly lifted his
unoccupied arm around the smaller man's shoulders and proceeded
to support a very wobbly Krycek into the apartment. They got as
far as the couch where Skinner set him down and pulled back to
think what his next step was going to be. He was on autopilot now;
Krycek was no longer Krycek, just a man in very bad need of
warmth and no doubt a couple of painkillers. Or at least that was
what the voice of justification kept repeating over and over in his
mind. Skinner had thrown on a bathrobe and slippers when he had
gone to get the key to the cuffs. Nonetheless, he was well on his
way to frigidity. He was willing to assume that, having been out
there for three and a half hours, Krycek had probably passed that
landmark a while back.
Skinner formed a warm-up plan and turned on his heel to start with
the execution before realizing who sat on his couch. He turned back
around and approached the sofa briskly, pulling the cuffs out of his
robe pocket. He was busy locking the cuff to the wrist that wasn't
bleeding when he made the mistake of looking up. Krycek's eyes
were sporting a wariness that he hadn't seen in rape victims, war
veterans, or any of the other countless people he'd come into contact
with over the years. At the same time, those eyes were surrounded
by a sickly purple flush that suggested an advanced state of mental
and physical exhaustion. Skinner removed the cuff and stood up,
looming over the other man. The wariness, impossibly, went up a
notch.
"Can I have your word that I will find you here when I return?"
*You're going to trust HIS word?? Are you fucking insane??
What was in that coffee??* Krycek nodded and Skinner turned to
leave.
^^^
*Skinner just asked me for my word. Nobody trusts my word.
Nobody. I don't even trust my word.* All the same, it seemed vital
to him in that moment that he keep it. He told himself that it was
because he was too damn cold and hungry to bother with getting up
and sneaking out of this place. It seemed like a reasonable excuse.
He didn't want to think about the look he had seen in Skinner's eyes
when he had asked. The grudging tenderness. *I don't want his
pity.* It hadn't been, though. Pity was a simple emotion, one could
feel it for any given stranger. Tenderness, that was different,
personal. It denoted caring, stock in the other person.... *You're
letting your imagination run more wild than Mulder's mouth.*
Krycek drew a breath in at the approach of footsteps and let it out
only when he saw the large feet and body to whom they belonged.
Skinner had shed the robe and slippers, once again wearing only
boxers. The expelled breath caught at the sight of Walter's firm
upper and lower body physique. His somewhat sluggish heartbeat
started quickening in attention to his body's response. *Oh, Jesus,
Alexei, not him, talk about safety in the unattainable.*
"I ran you a bath."
Krycek was trying to remember the last time anything had sounded
quite that good. Nothing much was coming to mind.
"Do you think you can make it there yourself?"
Krycek nodded, having serious doubts as to just how truthful he was
being. He pushed himself off the immensely comfortable sofa and
focused every ounce of strength and coordination on reaching the
stairs. Mentally, he gave himself a pat on the back when he made it;
he grasped the rail and prepared to physically haul himself up the
stairs. He felt a warm hand gently supporting his back and
practically fell back into it. Skinner didn't say anything, just pushed
him up the stairs carefully and slowly. Krycek's head was spinning
when they reached the top. Things that looked suspiciously like
fairies seemed to have gotten in his eyes. He reached up to rub them
away, throwing his balance off. Skinner caught him halfway on his
trip to the floor and lifted him, intent on carrying him to the
bathroom. Krycek was dimly aware that the situation should have
been beyond humiliating. Unfortunately his brain was too busy
being chewed on by tiny rodents who also seemed to have found a
badly tuned piano somewhere to walk over. He barely felt it when
his jacket was pulled from his arms, followed by his shirt being
pulled over his head. As his body slid below the water's surface, it
came to him that Skinner had decided to roast him to death. He
wondered at the fact that he didn't mind, but was too busy enjoying
the extreme heat to pay attention to these queries.
^^^
Skinner divested the younger man of his clothes as quickly as
possible, trying not to pay attention to the tight muscles, slim hips,
and well formed, long legs. He couldn't help noticing the chill and
intense white of the other man's skin which spurred him on to even
greater rapidity. Picking him back up, noticing yet again that the
action was not as much of a strain as it should have been, Skinner
gradually placed the somewhat limp body into the hot water. The
other man moaned and looked up for a minute with a milder form of
the expression Skinner had observed upon waking him up.
"Relax, I'm just trying to warm you up, that's all," the words
seemed to reach their intended target as the pasty-white eyelids slid
back closed over lethargic eyes. Skinner waited a few moments,
making sure there was no danger of drowning and headed out to the
kitchen where he started a pot of coffee and searched the cabinet for
some kind of canned soup. He pulled one out triumphantly and put
the pre-prepared liquid in a pot to boil. Having accomplished what
he had set out to do, Skinner returned to the bathroom, telling
himself the eagerness he was experiencing was in no way connected
with the fact that Alex Krycek was naked in his bathtub.
He opened the bathroom door and shut it softly behind him. Feeling
very much the voyeur, he took a moment to examine the face of the
man sleeping in his bath. It was like looking at a portrait of the
young agent assigned to him fresh out of the academy. The seeming
innocence, youthful beauty, and intelligence were all there. But like
the picture of Dorian Gray, this portrait was starting to mar as well.
Skinner watched as the face twisted slightly, a whimper escaping the
perfectly formed, sensual lips. It wasn't evil that marred the portrait,
more just pain...vulnerability. The subconscious version of the
wariness he had seen this man wear like a bullet-proof vest. Skinner
found himself hoping it had offered this man half as much protection
against the emotional bullets he was taking. The sounds he was
making in his sleep made it evident that idea was as far from the
truth as most of Scully's rational explanations. A cry escaped from
Krycek and he began to toss, splashing Skinner with the now
lukewarm water. Stepping closer, he extended both arms and
tightened his hands around Krycek's biceps. The smooth skin
beneath his fingertips, once again close to regular body temperature,
sent white hot lightning bolts dancing in his palms.
^^^
The contact was enough to wake Krycek up. His lifestyle was one
that was in no way conducive to being a heavy sleeper. It surprised
him that he hadn't woken when Skinner had re-entered the room.
*You're getting soft.* The mental reprimand was drowned out by
the feeling of Skinner's hands against his arms. He hadn't thought
anything could feel better than the bath. *Wrong again, Alexei.*
Very, very wrong. Insanely, he wanted more. *This is Skinner, you
idiot. He would probably rather fuck Drew Carey than so much as
hold hands with you. He's just being his usual, honorable self.* It
was on the tail end of that rather dampening thought that Alex found
himself rising up to meet Skinner's lips with his.
It was soft at first, almost virginal. That was until Skinner, not
pushing him back and beating the shit out of him, made Alex bold.
Alex opened his mouth fractionally to take Skinner's lower lip
between his teeth, sucking, enjoying the slight coffee flavoring of the
other man's mouth. Gently tugging at the lip, he succeeded in
opening Skinner's mouth enough to insert the tip of his tongue. He
found the other man's tongue with his and began a gradual seduction
of the receptive mouth. Bringing the hand he didn't need to support
himself up, Alex stroked the back of the other man's head, down to
the slope of his neck.
Without warning, Skinner's tongue began an offensive, delving into
Krycek's mouth, wringing a surprised and thoroughly satisfied gasp
from the smaller man. Hooking his hands underneath Krycek's arm,
he lifted him from the tub with surprisingly little effort and no
thought whatsoever of breaking the kiss. Skinner was left
wondering how Krycek had managed to move his mouth to the
hollow of his neck. There didn't seem to be much of a reason to
complain though, so he let Krycek do what he wanted. The kisses
kept moving further from his mouth.
It was Skinner's turn to gasp as Krycek's teeth nibbled playfully on
one nipple. Trailing kisses across the wide expanse of chest, Krycek
copied the teasing actions of his mouth on the second nipple. The
heat of Krycek's mouth left the small, painfully hard bud, and
seconds later, Skinner's eyes widened as he felt the soft heat of
Krycek's tongue exploring his navel. Just as he was about to grab
the wet, practically nonexistent hair on the top of the other's head
and force him downwards, Skinner jumped at the feel of Krycek's
tongue meeting the tip of his cock. He wondered momentarily how
it was that he was no longer wearing boxers, but his mind was too
unraveled to hold onto the thought. Krycek brought his arms up
and wrapped them around Skinner's torso, steadying the older man.
The tongue in question made slow deliberate circles around the
head, getting bigger and bigger with each rotation. Skinner tried to
remember how to breathe as Krycek's mouth slid around the head,
the tongue still rotating. Krycek moved in a fraction closer and
began slowly pushing his own hips back and forth, tormenting
himself with the friction of Skinner's leg against his erection.
Krycek's ascent was slow, making Skinner want to scream and force
himself down the other man's throat. Krycek reached the root of the
shaft and Skinner nearly passed out from the feeling of the other
man's throat constricting around his cock. In simple, slow motions,
Krycek rocked back and forth on the other man's penis, tongue
tickling under the shaft. He moaned through the obstruction. *Fuck
breathing.* Skinner placed his hands on either side of the other
man's face and came, throwing his head back and screaming. No
more than seconds after he began, Krycek came, a mixture of fire
and hard ocean waves crashing against his skull in maddening
reverberations of pleasure.
It took several moments for any trace of sanity to return. When it
did, Skinner let go of Krycek's face, allowing the younger man to
slide into a boneless heap on the floor. Still standing, if not by
much, Skinner reached over to grab the unused wash cloth on the
side of the tub, wet it in the sink, and rinsed the other man's skin in
calming circular gestures.
Alex lay there, allowing the ministrations, trying to sort through
what had just happened. Had this been what Skinner had been after
when he had taken Alex from the balcony? If so, what drove him to
the consideration he was still showing Alex? *Damn it, Alexei, it
felt good, that's all that matters!! You got something out of it; he
got something out of it; who cares why it happened?* Only it did
matter, because at the moment, Skinner was reminding him what
respect felt like, something he had forced himself to forget years
ago.
When Skinner finished, he quickly cleaned himself. Worried that
Alex would catch a chill from the increasingly cold bathroom tiles,
he helped the other man up and after rubbing him down with a
towel, threw him in the smallest pair of sweats he had been able to
find. Walter watched in admiration as the other man dressed. He
laughed at the finished picture. When Alex looked at him curiously
he just shrugged.
"I was considering whether I'd be able to find you in those if you got
lost," he said, inclining his head towards the sweats. Alex caught his
own reflection in the mirror and began to laugh as well. The two
men made their way to the kitchen where the coffee sat ready and
the soup boiled rather vigorously.
"I've never heard you laugh before, you have a nice laugh." It was
an understatement, Skinner had wanted him to laugh for hours just
so he could sit and listen.
"I could say the same about you, sir."
"Walter." Alex shrugged at the obvious request and sat at the table,
digging into the soup. The conversation was put on hold while he
worked his way through three bowls of soup, two pieces of toast
and a cup of coffee. Walter leaned against the counter, watching
him eat, silently making sure he'd gotten enough.
"Thanks," it came out softly, tentatively. "It's kind of been awhile,"
Alex said, motioning to the food. Walter didn't tell him that he had
assumed so from the other man's seeming lack of body weight.
"And, uh, you know...for the bath and these," his hands flitted over
the loose fitting sweats and he smiled. Walter wasn't sure what god
kept him conscious after seeing a smile like that, but he was willing
to pay homage to whichever one claimed the miracle as his own.
"Thank you." He was silent for a minute. Sensing that Alex was
about to make some snide comment about his past deeds, he went
on. "For the best blowjob of my life." That shut Alex up. For a bit
anyway.
"You're welcome...you don't dance around a subject much, huh?"
That smile again. He was perched on the corner of his seat, a
panther, unsure of which direction to run. Walter stepped closer,
causing Krycek to jump up, startled. Walter smiled and crossed to
sit in the seat still radiating Alex's warmth. He pulled Alex to him
easily, positioning him on one leg. Alex closed his eyes. He wanted
this. The heat of Walter's breath against his neck, the long, thick
fingers caressing his own, the affectionate look that Walter had
thrown his way before dragging him over. These were things he had
long considered unattainable, too precious for him. Relationships
were a lot like crystal, something beautiful that he was prone to
breaking. He should get up and cross the room. Walter wouldn't
force him. In fact, he would probably do something unbearably
wonderful like chain him back to the balcony so that he could hate
the man. Only it wouldn't work. Because those "warm thoughts"
that AD Skinner had spoken of hours earlier, he had given all of
those to Alex in this night. Tomorrow Mulder would come and beat
him and things would be back to normal; why shouldn't he do this?
Why didn't he deserve this? Because he had murdered and lied and
cheated, and the man who was offering him bliss had done none of
these things. Or at least not out of the context of war, which was
entirely different.
"Alex, if it makes it better, you can think of it as me making up to
you for tonight."
But see, that was the problem; Walter didn't owe him for tonight.
Tonight had merely been an eye for an eye. He looked back at the
man whose leg he was probably putting to sleep. The stern brown
eyes had softened; they were waiting, anxious for an answer. He
wanted Alex to stay with him for the remainder of the evening; there
was no doubt betrayed in the brown reflecting pools. It made the
decision so simple. Alex leaned back slowly and curled up against
the chest of the much larger man. He closed his eyes and
concentrated on the sensation of Walter's chest rising and falling.
Walter reached around and pulled Alex into an embrace, accidentally
hugging his stomach. The groan that came out of Alex was so
instinctive he heard it before he realized he had done it.
"I'm sorry, Alex." He pulled the shirt over Alex's head tossing it
aside and bent his head to kiss the stomach area. Laying Alex on the
table, he covered the almost fully-formed bruise with butterfly kisses
so as not to hurt him. He lifted his head, still leaning over Alex. "I
want to make love to you, Alex Krycek."
"Alexei," he said and just nodded his head, transfixed by the way
Walter was looking at him like he was exquisite, something of value.
Walter walked away and reappeared moments later with condoms
and a tube of something that Alex could only assume was lube. He
left both on the table beside them and returned his full attention to
kissing Alex. Alex was amazed by the way the coffee they had both
drank seemed that much more delicious as a flavor of Walter
Skinner's mouth. Walter's tongue skimmed Alex's mouth, exploring,
always returning to entwine with Alex's. Walter's fingers pinched
the nipples below with no real strength, just enough to draw their
sensitivity to a peak. Alex was practically hyperventilating into
Walter's mouth. Walter smiled into the kiss and broke away.
Soothing his hand through the dark shorn hair, Walter let his eyes
glaze over to match those of the man lying on his kitchen table.
"You're stunning when you're like this, Alexei." Walter barely had
the breath for the words as he removed Alex's pants and slid his own
boxers down, toeing them off. Alex, no longer able to wait,
grabbed the older man's head and with a strength he was unaware he
still possessed, pulled Walter's lips back onto his. Walter returned
to his languorous teasing of Alex's nipples until they were so hard
Alex screamed at the sensation of Walter's fingernail scraping the
surface. Satisfied with his work, Walter reached for the lube and
spread a fair amount onto his hand. Alex practically fell off the table
in the first moment when Walter's hand closed around his cock.
When Walter began running his hand up and down the shaft Alex
struggled merely to maintain his hold onto the table's edges.
His other hand slicked with the lube, Walter introduced a finger into
Alex's ass. Seeing that Alex was too entranced by what was going
on with his cock to really notice, Walter slid in a second finger.
Alex noticed this time, tensing slightly. Walter took his hand off
Alex's cock, ignoring the groan of disappointment. Briefly, he
wiped his free hand on the towel he had laid next to the supplies
then used the now-dry hand to massage Alex's upper body into
relaxing. Fingers moved along the rib cage, up his neck, and
through his hair. It wasn't long before Walter felt the release of
tension and began to move his fingers in and out, scissoring open
and close. He twisted his hand ever so slightly so that his knuckle
brushed across the prostate. Alex screamed and ended up with his
head dangling off the other side of the table. Laughing, Walter
pulled him back, deftly inserting a third finger. Alex moaned and
attempted to push himself farther onto this newest intruder.
Walter decided he was ready. Alex caught his hand in a death grip
as he removed his fingers, and he firmly pried the other man's hand
off of his so he could roll the condom on and lubricate his cock. He
returned to the end of the table where Alex waited with such
expectancy that Walter could only smile. Draping Alex's legs over
his shoulder's he positioned himself at the opening and slowly
pushed his way in, keeping his hands firmly on Alex's hips to prevent
any thoughts of rebellion, intent on being the one to control the pace
of entry.
Carefully, he shifted postions inside Alex, angling himself to build
the level of pleasure quickly rising in the man below him. The first
feel of his cock pushing insistently against the prostate had Alex
practically sobbing at the ecstasy of it. Walter's grin reappeared but
his speed stayed constant. Alex struggled against the hands holding
his hips in a death grip, not caring if he bruised, desperate to push
himself further onto the other man's cock. It seemed an eternity
before Walter's entry stopped, his pubic hair tickling Alex's ass.
Alex brought his hands up from the edge of the table, tempted to
maul Walter when he began to withdraw. The temptation only
lasted seconds, ending when Alex was forced to concentrate on the
exquisite torture of the rhythm Walter was setting. The now free
hands found their way to Walter's chest, running at a leisurely pace
up and down the sleek muscles. Alex's pleasure-fevered mind
wondered how a man so seemingly perfect as Walter could find
gratification in the flawed specimen he saw himself as being.
"Walter," it was the voice of a man who very much wanted to kill
the nearest living thing if he didn't get his way. "FASTER!!" Walter
grinned and gave in to Alex's demand, sliding up and down quickly,
feeling him through with each thrust. Walter looked down at the
gorgeous man so completely under his spell and tried to remember
how he had gotten this lucky. Taking one hand off of Alex's hip, he
returned to the stroking he had started before until the man
underneath him was writhing and pleading incoherently.
"Please, Please, WALTER!!! Pleeease...."
"Please what, Alexei?"
"FINISH!!!" Walter's only response was to grunt and increase
strength behind each thrust and the speed at which it came. He
leaned back down and kissed Alex in a way that was sure to leave
bruises. Neither man cared, each one's touch driving the other man
to a blissful insanity. Unable to hold out any longer, Skinner lightly
scraped Alex's cock and squeezed gently in a manner that had Alex
coming and screaming so loudly that Walter was quite sure he
would be missing his voice come morning. Walter let go of the cock
in his hand upon seeing Alex come and come hard, high off the other
man's intense pleasure.
^^^
Several moments later, Walter sank back into the chair in which this
had all started. Alex had a conversation with his legs about the way
they were supposed to work and managed to make his way to the
towels at the sink and back, cleaning both of them slowly and
thoroughly. Walter leaned down to kiss his forehead and allowed
his lips to linger over the skin.
"That was amazing." Alex shivered at the feel of Walter's breath
against his forehead.
"That's all you have to say for it?" Walter leaned back and shook his
head.
"Troublemaker."
"Can't argue with you there." They sat silent for moments on end,
holding each other's hands, Walter staring at Alex's fingers, Alex
staring at Walter's chest. Abruptly, Walter stood up and disengaged
one hand from Alex's.
"Come." Alex did. He was surprised to find himself in Skinner's
bedroom seconds later.
"I can sleep on the couch." This was too much. To be held while he
was sleeping...he couldn't do it; if he did it this once, it would be too
much to give up.
"No, you can't." Alex recognized the AD tone of voice and knew
the thought that accompanied it: this is my house, and you are my
guest/prisoner, and I plan on getting my way. Alex shrugged, his
body and mind several stages beyond exhaustion, and crawled into
bed as far away from Walter's side as possible. Walter smiled
silently at the last ditch attempt and laid down in the bed, moving to
where Alex was practically falling off and pulling him into the
middle. Alex had no defense against it. A physical fight would have
been mere foolishness and Walter felt like love and perfection and all
the other storybook tales read to children. Sighing, Alex pressed his
back into Walter's chest and pulled Walter's arms even tighter
around his body, laying his hands over the other man's. Not even
noticing the darkness of the room, Alex closed his eyes and fell into
thoughtless sleep.